Life Detangled

I Cannot Deny

My stomach aches,

My throat is dry.

I quiver in fear,

But I really don't know why.

Thoughts go astray,

As the days they go by.

Cannot be organized

No matter what I try.

Could this be love?

Or merely just a lie?

A restless heart,

That won't say goodbye.

I laugh away,

With a joyful heart.

But I cry out,

As we depart.

When I can't see you,

I wonder in my mind:

"Could this be true?

Are you the one I long to find?"

A mysterious thing,

These friendships are.

What is it missing?

Or have I just gone too far?

With your arms around me,

I quiver at your touch.

I don't know what I'm feeling

But it feels like such a rush.

Good or bad?

That is what I ask.

Should I drown in the fire,

Or finish this icy task?

This is what I know and what I can not deny..