He Fixed Me/Ashton Irwin

Ten

THIS CHAPTER WILL BE HER SUICIDE LETTERS TO HER FAM AND FRIENDS
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Dad,
   Dad,I'm sorry.Sorry for a lot of things.Sorry I wasn't the daughter you wish you had,sorry I was never good enough,sorry you had to be reading this letter,sorry I had to do this.I tore this family apart and I don't belong here and everyone else agrees.Im a target to people at school,Ashton hates me for an unknown reason,mom always hated me,I don't fit in.I think you should know that Merideth abused me.She would beat me and call me hurtful things while you were at work or out doing something. I think I should also say that I cut.I figured I should say now because I won't be alive while your reading this.You were the best dad anyone could ask for.You believed.You didn't think music was stupid like mom,you understood the meaning behind all the words and the story behind it.You were there for me alot you were all I asked for.I love you daddy
                                                                    -Serenity P.
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Merideth,
Go die in a hole
                       -Serenity P.
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Ashton,
Where do I even begin with you?When I moved here I never expected to meet anyone like you,or to make any friends.I was always the weird emo girl that no guy ever wanted.Ive never been happy,but when we kept hanging out together that's the only emotion I felt,happy. You made me the happiest I've been in years.I used to cut and whenever I was clean for 4 weeks,because those weeks I was with you.That guy that was with me was my cousin Max.He was my rock and we grew up together we went through the same thing when he started to come out to him parents about being gay.I hope I will see you again Ash.You are an amazing guy with a wonderful personality and any girl would be so lucky to have you but sadly it won't be me because I'll be gone,I will be jumping off the huge bridge that's used to go into town at 12:00 pm I thought you would want to watch since you told me to do this.This paper is two drawings of us I hope you like them.I love you,remember me Ash.
                                                         -Serenity P.
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Luke,Calum,and Michael,
Boys,you guys are amazing.You boys are so talented and sweet and have beautiful personalities.You guys will go very far with your careers as musicians.Luke,your voice is amazing and it will continue to get stronger.You are so funny and killer on the guitar.Michael,you are my little kitten.You light up the room every time you walk in and you are always so happy.You have a wonderful voice and have some serious skills on the guitar.Calum,Or should I say Tahoh.You are for sure one of my best friends for sure.You always have a smile on your face and you are always making jokes or dancing to random music.You are so talented on base and your voice is incredible as well.Guys I will miss you all terribly but I will be watching over you guys.Love you 3.
                                                         -Serenity P.
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Andy and Sami,
You guys are the most amazing people I have ever met.Andy,you are one of my inspirations.You are always happy and your pushing through this battle with a smile never losing your face.I know I promised you,but buddy,everyone has a breaking point and I reached mine.I will make sure you are okay,I'll watch over you bud.Sami,you are my best friend.You are strong,brave,talented.You are incredibly sweet and kind to anyone you meet and I really don't want this to be a good bye,but all things must come to an end eventually and now is my time.Ill make sure Andy is okay and I'll protect you
guys.
                                                           -Serenity P.