My Freshman Year

1. -prologue

hi.
my name is Finn, and i have one thing to tell you:
high school sucks.
first off, it starts way too early.
my alarm goes off at 6 o'clock sharp- a time when almost EVERYONE should still be sleeping in my opinion.
second, it means that you have homework and stress and tests and more things that make you want to fall asleep at 9 p.m. and sleep for a week.
third, freshman year all you think about it girls, girls, girls.
and girls mean mistakes
girls mean heartbreak, no matter how much of a tough "jock" you are.
girls mean making out and stupid decisions and alcohol and late nights wondering what the hell you were doing with your life.
julia, lunetta, allison.
the big three.
allison meant the most to me though.
she was smart and fun and made me laugh.
we had five hour facetime calls until 3 a.m. on a school night.
she was everything i ever wanted.
until i fucked up.
i fucked up big time.