A Secret Vow

13 Waters Lust

I'm standing naked in a tube filled with hot water. Feeling it's heat rise up and linger across my body. Seducing me into its warm depth. I slowly make my way down and feel the tubes burning surface against my legs and behind. Enduring the hotness, I lay down and stretch my long legs across the tub. Touching the end of its body with my toes and resting my head against its own. I feel the water caress my skin. Allowing me to feel it's insides and dirty its pureness. I close my eyes and allow the water to wrap me in its blanket.

I feel tired.

I flick my eyelashes up.

Edmund.

Don't hide anything from me. He said.

Each elbow is touching one side of the tube. My hands resting on its dry surface. My eyes focused on a crack on the ceiling.

I am not hiding Clive.

I stare harder.

I already know of Clive's existence, and Edmund knows that. How can I possibly hide something we both know is there and always will be there? It's like hiding the air I breathe.

I flick my eyelashes down.

Staring at my naked body.

I remember Clive's beauty mark under his eye.

I want to see Clive naked. To count the rest of his beauty marks. To see each and every one of them. Hidden away in places I haven't seen.

I want him in the tube with me. I want to feel his legs touching mine. Feel his wet chest and abs.

Water drips off my nose.

I flick my eyelashes up.

I am hiding something that can never exist. So there is nothing hidden. You can not hide something that will never be.

Clive. You are but a dream. Something I will long for every night. Only seen by me and no one else. How can I possibly be betraying Edmund by dreaming of the inevitable?

Edmund.

I will soon be yours to keep.

Clive.

I will soon be yours to torture.

I hear a sudden knock.

My head turns towards the door.

"What is it that you want?" I ask.

"I was wondering"

Ah.

It's my sweet Edmund.

"I was wondering if Ida...if Ida prepared everything for you? How is it?" He asks worried.

My sweet. Sweet. Edmund.

"It feels...nice." I slowly reply.

I feel my waist with both my hands.

Ah.

Remembering his touch.

"My skin feels so smooth" I tell him.

He doesn't reply.

I stand up and the water becomes enslaved by gravity. Pouring off me like high river banks. Splashing back into the water.

Making Edmund hear my naked body call out for him.

I step out of the tube and face toward the door.

I want him to touch me.

Clive touch me.

I walk up to the door and press my body against its cold wood. I feel my nipples get hard, sending shivers throughout my body.

I suddenly felt a twitch. I feel hot.

I press my lips against the door and release.

"Are you there?" I whispered.

"I am Lilium...I am" he mumbled.

"Why are you here?" I ask.

"I wanted to make sure you were okay..." He stuttered.

"Edmund I feel good" I answer as my hand slowly makes its way down my abdomen.

I hear my breath.

I'm picturing Clive on the opposite side, trying to break through the door. Frustrated. Not being able to touch my naked body. To feel it quiver as he touched me. To feel my wet-

Clink.

My pupils suddenly widened.

My lips chapped.

My breasts backed away from the door.

"Lilium?"

The door unlocked.

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