The Suicide Note

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A/N: Song- When You Can't Sleep At Night, Of Mice & Men. Ugh people are pissing me off. I posted a pic on instgram of something I drew at 12:47 in the fucking morning and this was a war between me and this person. (Keep in mind I thinking about this song)

Them: Wow you stay up late.

Me: Its called insomnia dude.

Them: Yeah right. You probably don't even have it. Its for people who have mental disorders.

Them: But okay you know best -_-

Them: Poor sleep habits, depression, anxiety, chronic illness, certain medications.

Me: Insomnia is a disorder in which you have problems falling asleep. It has nothing to do with if you have other illnesses or not. Studies show that teens are more likely o get insomnia because of stress. "I know best"?? No, I don't. But I do know that insomnia is a disease which people suffer from, and I happen to be one of those people.

I swear this person posted a picture of insomnia age ranges and she started a whole nother war with me, then she deleted it because she was "hurt". Bitch I'm more hurt because another pile of stress added to my life.

On with the chapter shall we?

xxx

Johnnie's POV
When I said I wasn't going home, I meant it. I. Was. Not. Going. Home. Where would I go? Outside Max's window. The school directory is a bitch. Stalker much?

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Did I mention that that window is small as FUCK?! I managed to get in without too much noise. I looked around the room. Black. Gray. Shinny. Wait, what? I walked over to the spot where I saw the glow. I saw three blades, each had a name.

Jace.

Gen.

Mom.

I didn't have time to hide when I heard the door open.

Max stared at me. "What the fuck are you doing here?! How did you get in?!"

"The window. You should really lock that."

"Well I don't usually think about people climbing through it!"

I laughed. "That's me for ya."

Max glared at me. "You need to leave before-"

Too late. A woman I assumed was Max's mother came in the room.

She stared at me, then at Max.

"Honey, who's this?"

"Mom, this is Johnnie, Johhnie, my mother." Max mumbled.

"Its nice too meet you." I said shaking her hand.

"Likewise. Max you didn't tell me you had someone over."

"I didn't even know." Max growled.

Max's mom paid no attention to her and looked at me. "Johnnie, would you like to stay for dinner? I'm afraid I've made too much and we won't eat it."

"Mom! That's not-"

"I'd love to. I just need to call my mom."

"Okay, we'll leave you to it. Max, come help me."

Max groaned and left with her mom. I dialed my moms number and waited for her to pick up.

"Johnnie, care to explain what happened?" Was the first thing she said.

"I was suspended. No biggie. I'm eating dinner with a friend."

My mom was silent. "Who's this friend?"

"Her name is Max. Bye mom."

"Johnnie! I'm not done-"

I hung up before she finished. I turned off my phone and walked downstairs. There was a hushed conversation between Max and her mom. Being a dumbshit, I listened.

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I'm still pissed. Anyway, I tried. And I know I'm not the best author but my best friend, ( itsxgoingxtoxbexokay ) has a book called, "She's Still Standing" and its absolutely amazing. I love it. Please go read, "She's Still Standing".

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Oh yeah, did I mention I fell asleep at 2:00 am and was woken up at 3:00 and never fell back to sleep? Guess why! Oh yeah, a thing called stress.

Enough about me.

How are you? Doing okay? Trying not to die before school starts?

Okay.

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