Ease ( A tronnor story )

Chapter 12

Connors POV:

I swear Troye is just looking at me not willing to help me.. I hate him so much but I love him..

He started walking towards me and grabbed his bag while saying "Hey babe lemme help.."

"Yes please I feel like my arms are going to fall off.." I said laughing..

"Con are you going to get a separate room then me?" He asked

"Do you want me too?" I said

"No I want you to be with me in my room I don't wanna be alone anymore.." He said as his eyes filled with small tears

"You won't be alone you will always have me.." I said putting the bags down and hugged him..

"Con your the best!" He said grabbing the bags I have and putting them in the trunk..

"Troye were you crying?" I said turning his face towards mine..

"What no! I I just had something in my eye.." He said whipping the tears away..

"You were totally crying.. Come here.." I said hugging him once more..

Time skip to when they arrive at the hotel..

"Okay Troye you get the room key and I'll get the bags to the room.." I said picking up the bags and putting them on the cart..

"Okay remember it's room 314" he said walking away..

"Okay I'll see you up there!" I yelled hoping he would hear me..

I rolled the cart into the lobby and looked for the closest elevator.. I started walking to the first elevator when this guy stopped me..

"Hey sir! Let me take those up toy our room for you.." He said grabbing the cart..

"Oh umm it's okay I got it... My "friend" that's a boy will help me.." I said. Well I don't know why I said it like that maybe it's because I don't know if me and Troye are dating..

"Oh do you like this boy?" He asked curiously..

"Umm yeah I like him a lot.." I said when I felt my heart start pounding more when I said that..

"Your disgusting!" He said and then walked away

Is everyone homophobics? Connor what are you doing here.. Do you wanna live with everyone judging you.. Connor stop overthinking, you overthinking makes it worse..

I walked over to the elevator and put our thing in and went to the third floor.. The elevator music is so calming that it actually calmed me down from what that guy said about me.. Ugh Connor drop it!

I got out of the elevator and picked up our stuff and carried it to our room.. Of course the door was locked so I went to knock, but I stopped myself..

Connor do you really wanna do this because if you go in there your going to do something that will change your life.. I started walking away saying to myself I can't do this I love him so fucking much that if I do this it won't be fair to him because I'm living in fear..