A/n::
Somebody reported me for self harm on my Instagram acc, and I don't even self harm. They didn't even remove any photos and I'm so confused ???
- alex
P.S: !!!! TRIGGER WARNING !!!!
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Phils pov:
I'm starting to worry about dan, I haven't seen him in about a week now, he hasn't been online, because it would have said on his YouTube channel,
((This was when YouTube had the old format, where you could see when someone had been online))
And he hasn't come me to meet me at the library in a while. I've texted him over 52 times and his receiver is full. I'm very worried, I hope he's ok.
Dan is a very fragile boy and I can't afford anything bad happening to him. He is my only friend and he is very special. I love him so much.
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Dans pov:
🚨🚨 TRIGGER WARNING 🚨🚨
I haven't left my apartment in about 2 weeks now. I'm tired- no, that's an understatement. I'm exhausted. Mentally, physically and emotionally. I don't even know if emotionally and mentally mean the same thing, but I don't care because I can't live anymore. I took a wrong turn and now I'm stuck at a dead end. I don't know what went wrong but now I'm trapped I can never escape. The voices in my head are too strong.
Worthless.
I don't know what to do.
Disappointment.
I need help.
Disgusting.
I can't control myself anymore.
Gross.
I can't move
Outcast.
They are starting to scream at me.
DIE!
I can't do anything anymore.
SOCIETIES LITTLE PUPPET.
Everything is blurry and getting darker.
MONSTER.
The voices are gone. Now it's just me. All alone. lying on my apartment floor, unconscious and dying. I wish phil was here right now. He would know what to do.
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Until....
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A/n: I'm just going to leave it here...
:) you :) all :) hate :) me :)
Yeah sooo sorry about that depressing part + the cliff hanger,
I just thought I might try it ;)
I'm gonna go leave now goodbye ☺️
- Alex
