Sex & Hollywood

Its been a long time my friend

Ashley

The guys and I went to a club to enjoy the beautiful Saturday night in Long Beach, California. As I drank my whiskey and chatted with the guys I noticed Andy wasn't himself. He was down? I don't know he was quiet and emotionless. I wonder what's going through his mind. He never tells anyone when somethings bothering him. That is one thing that irritates me the most. He never tells us if somethings wrong. Going over to him I wrap my arm around his shoulder and ask if he was ok. "Yeah I just don't feel well. I'm gonna go back to the bus." He says and leaves the club. Jake comes up to me and asks why Andy left and I tell him he wasn't feeling well. Satisfied with my answer he went back to talking to the guy behind the bar. Finishing my drink I go to the bathroom only to bump into someone when I came out. Apologising I look at the familiar female that I just walked into. As she starts to walk away I notice a tattoo on the back off her left wrist that I'd only ever sore on one female. Kiera. Catching her hand she looks back at me and I wrap my arms around you. "Quinn babe where the hell have you been? I've tried calling you and I've tried looking for you!" I say as tears of happiness start to well up in my eyes. "I've missed you." I say as I cup her face before leaning in and pressing my lips against hers. She kisses back for a few minutes before she pulls away and asks if I wanted to go home with her. Nodding I lace my fingers with hers and we walk out of the club. As we get in her car she turns the engine over before doing something on her phone. "A hotel ok?" She asks and I nod. The music suddenly comes on making me jump and Kiera speeds off. We drive for about ten minutes before Kiera makes a u-turn. "What are you doing?" I ask. "Your gonna need fresh clothes for tomorrow." She says and I nod. Pulling up across the road from the bus I quickly run over and pack an over night bag.

Getting to the hotel Kiera off her shoes before closing the curtains. Laying on the bed she crawls on and straddles my hips. As she leans down I grip her thighs and bite my lip. Her lips capture mine in a gentle and sweet kiss before it turns rough and passionate. She pulls away from the kiss and pulls off her top exposing her playboy bra. Sliding my hands up her body I rest them on her ribs and she smiles at me before biting her lip and unclasping her bra. Flipping us over she undoes my belt and pushes my jeans down off my hips. Breaking away from the kiss we take our clothes off before getting back into bed. Crawling on top of her I kiss her neck and nip at the skin of her collar bones making a small moan escape her mouth.

I wake up this morning to find Kiera was gone. Well se wasn't in the bed beside me an I couldn't hear the shower running. Getting out of bed I take a shower and put on my fresh clothes. As I start blow drying my hair I hear the door shut. Turing off the dryer I go and see Kiera had a bag of food. "What did you get?" I ask coming into the room and sitting on the bed. "Pancakes." She says and I smile. This was my favourite breakfast on a Sunday morning. Kiera and I had this all the time. Every Sunday we had pancakes and I'd make her make them from scratch. We couldn't do that today but it was still something to be happy about. Kiera didn't forget our Sunday ritual. Eating the pancakes I go to the bathroom and blow dry my hair before brushing or out. "Don't tease your hair today." Kiera calls out and I walk back into the room looking at her as she pulled the blankets and sheets off the bed but nearly folding them up and leaving them at the end of the bed. "Why I have meet and greets, interviews and a concert in four hours." I say and she rolls her eyes. "Ok tease your hair I'll drop you off once your ready." She says. "No what were you gonna do?" I ask and she shakes her head. "Doesn't matter." She says. "Yes it does because your pissed off. What did you have planned?" I ask and she just leaves the room. Once I was done I grab my bag and make sure nothing of ours was left behind before going downstairs to find Kiera waiting on one of the couches. As she sees me she gets up and pays the lady at the desk for our stay before going out to her car. "Kiera what did to want to do I have time to do something." I say and shakes her head. "It doesn't matter I already cancelled it." She says. "Well I won't get in until you tell me what we are doing and call up saying..." I start but she just drives off. Literally drives off and leaves me out the front of the hotel. Grabbing my phone I call her which she doesn't answer. Are you fucking serious? Twenty minutes pass and I try to call the guys but had no answer so I was either waiting forty minutes for a cab or I was walking. Deciding to start walking I go to cross an ally way when a car comes to a screeching stop just centimetres away from running me over. Looking at the car I see its Kiera's and I give her a look that indicates that I'm not happy. Walking over to the passenger door I go to open it but it's locked. It unlocks and as I'm about to open it she drives up making me more mad. Slamming her door shut I just walk I can't deal with the head ache right now. Kiera speeds off and I groan that I was now left to walk. Why did she have to be such a bitch for? Walking ten minutes down this agonisingly long street I see Kiera's car parked so I go over and jump in. "Your a bitch you know that?" I say venom in my words and she shrugs. "May have been told a few times." She says and I bawl my fists. I forgot how annoying she could be. "You know what I'm sick of your shit. I know I've only spent a night with you since you disappeared a few years ago but It's still relevant. Your a real piece of work. All you ever do is be in the shits, there's always something I do that isn't to your liking and you always make me feel used! I'm so over it Kiera. Grow up. I can't deal with your emotionless shit anymore. Either you tell me why your such a stone cold bitch or you just stay out of my life. Your choice." I say and she just puts the car in reverse then drives off. As I sit waiting for an answer I get nothing but silence. If that's how she's gonna be I guess I've just lost the last person I wanted to lose in my life. "So your not gonna say anything your just gonna walk away from our friendship like it was nothing?" I say and still no answer. "Wow you really are pathetic and not the person I thought you were. Thanks for being nothing but a big waste of my time Kiera. I thought you cared enough to fight for us. Your nothing but..." I start but I was cut off by her. "You wanna know why I'm such a stone cold bitch Ashley?" She shouts scaring me out of my skin but I nod.
"I had my father walk out on me and my mom when I was just six! Then when I was 16 the stress got too much for my mom and she ended her life. I found her with blood all over her wrists and empty high level prescription drugs containers!" She shouts and I look at her to see her knuckles going white as she gripped onto the steering wheel tightly. "I'm sorry I..." I start but I'm cut off again. "No don't you dare say your sorry." She says and I place a hand on her thigh and gently rubbed my thumb in a circular motion. "No I will because I was horrible to you." I say and she throws my hand off her thigh. "You don't get to be sorry Ashley! You've already said those things. You can't take them back. I am a horrible person! But I won't ever change because the heartless is all I've ever known." She says as she pulls up behind the bus. "Kiera babe I'm sorry." I say and she just looks straight ahead. "Goodbye Ashley." She says bluntly and I lean over and cup her face. "Look at me." I whisper and she looks at me with a tear rolling down her cheek. My heart broke to see her cry. I've never seen her cry and to see a tear come from this girls pretty eyes because of me made me feel guilty. Whipping it away I lean in and gently press my lips to hers. "I'm sorry. Message me when you get home." I whisper and she turns her head to face the road. "Ok?" I ask but she didn't answer me. Kissing her cheek I get out of the car and she speeds off. Sighing I go inside and just think about how perfect the night and this morning was until she asked me not to tease my hair. For fucks sake.