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"I know."
Without any other words, I stepped forward, brought my legs to walk after showing Jungkook a smile.
I understand now. I like him.
My heart spoke inside, at the same time tears left my eyes but I quickly wiped it out. Jungkook's calming scent, his plump lips, and his eyes that penetrated me deeply, all of those feelings couldn't leave my mind.
"B.I..." I muttered to myself. "I don't think I'm the right one for you..."
The road beside me was full of cars but their noise seemed quiescent to my hearings, as if I was walking at midnight. It felt like forever. Walking to B.I's house felt like forever as the cold breeze at the tip of my skin halted me to go any faster.
The sky was also getting dark and gloomy, just like my mood at that time. But the stars were already there, and the way it shimmered above seduced me to lift my head up.
"But if I tell B.I my true feelings, will he understands me? Or, can he accepts it?" I asked the stars as they flashed their light like a glitter upon this complicated world, trying to comfort my bitter soul.
Half an hour later, precisely at 06.00 pm, I finally placed my feet in front of this gigantic house; B.I's house. Captivating and humongous as always, like seriously I bet the whole BTS and iKON could fit living there with one big room for each person.
"Who's there?!" A voice shocked me before I noticed it was the security. Between the dark, he walked towards me in his muscular body, but then loosened it after my presence was visible enough to him.
"Ah, you must be Hanbin's girlfriend, right young lady?" He asked in a softer tone. The gate was still closed, separating us.
"Y-Yeah. Can I go inside? I promised him a visit earlier, but something happened so I just came now."
"Oh, about that..." The security's expression flicked a bit. "Young lady, he isn't at home right now. He went out with his father, Mr. Kim, about an hour and fifteen minutes ago."
"He's not at home?! T-then where did he go?!" I shouted my lungs out in disbelief. Impact feelings of anxiousness crept inside, spreading all over my spines. God, plans went really well today...
"I'm really sorry, I can't tell you about that... He said that he couldn't call you, so he left me a message to tell you that he's really sorry for leaving." He explained. "But don't worry! He has prepared a car and a driver to take you home!"
"Home? N-no, before that, please let me wait for him! I don't have my phone with me so I couldn't contact him either!" I persisted between our debate, causing the atmosphere to become somewhat firm.
Useless, no matter how many times I tried, it seemed like he would never let me in as he kept apologizing.
"I- I can not. I'm really sorry, it's not like I won't let you in. It's just... Mr. Kim, he doesn't really like a stranger come to his house, especially Hanbin's friends." He said quietly.
I let out a big sigh, followed with both of my palms rubbing my face and slowly trailed up to my hazelnut brown hair, "Sir, if I'm not allowed to get in then at least just tell me where did he go."
"That's not going to happen too, because it's an order directly from Hanbin. So I can't tell you." He said while I secretly rolled my eyes. "Now, please wait for a moment. I'll get the car ready forㅡ"
"No, I can go home by myself. Excuse me." I cut his words before running away, far from B.I's house though I still heard the security's voice calling me.
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the new boy + jjk (completed)
Fanfiction"I won't give up." "So? I'm not giving her to anybody." \\\ How if you were being loved by two guys at the same time? First; He was the richest, the most baddass person you'd ever know. Yet, he was nice, kind, and caring to you. He'd always be there...
