I am lost in a field of emotions
Where to turn?
I have no idea
I want to go home
But where is home?
Not here, and not there
I am lost
I don't want to go back
I can't go back
Anger and depression engulf me
I'm scared
I'm suffocating
I'm dying
Deeper and deeper I fall into the bottomless pit that is my unhealed soul
I want you, no, I need you
But where are you
You promised to be here
I can't find you.
I'm drifting now
To where, I have no idea
I'm ready to let go
just let me let go
You lend me your hand
I am weak
Not strong enough to hold on
But you are too determined
I close my eyes as you pull me
up and up, far away from this place
You tell me to speak, I have no voice
You tell me to feel, but I am numb
You tell me see, I'm too scared to look
You promise I'll be alright
You hold me tight
Promise to never let go
But how long will that promise last.
