Chapter 25

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Tao POV

"how is she?" they quietly asked as I stepper out of her room sleeping. The boys plus my auntie gathered in the hallway.

"not good... I'm gonna go to the gym. Leave her alone right now" I boldly say as I rushed towards our gym.

A lot was on my mind, I think we all did worrying about Hana, but you couldn't help not too. We all are worrying she's not left her room in a long time. For about 5 days really we bring food and water for her but she's always curled up in her back wide eyed and sad. I visit her all the time, I tell her story's but she just nods.

Something else was on my mind though and only mine out of my family. What is Hana to me? I kissed her. I kissed her at a vulnerable time, I just hated how she saw herself like that, there was no need to. She is gorgeous how can she not see that?

I just don't understand. I wish I could. call my childish but I just want to know what is running in her her. I feel so much for her and now I don't even know what she's thinking.

She's not said a word about it to me since that horrible night. She skipped class and even our teacher, who is madly in love with her, as a student of course, was terribly concerned for her.

But I want to know so badly, even I don't know where we stand, a couple? Friends? Friends with feelings? What?! ugh!

"Tao you okay?..." Xuimin came into the gym, I had been taking my energy out with the pole I use to fight with. I just noticed I was sweating due to me putting 100% effort into it.

I was so focused I never even knew he walked in or anything. He came in and sat down I joined him and drank some of my water none of us said a word. I knew Xuimin at one point had feelings for Hana but I don't know how he feels. Maybe he sees her as a little sister. Which is a great thing for me. What?

I shook me head. The hell am I thinking exactly? Do I want Hana? As a girlfriend? a little sister? I've Got this stamped in my head until she tells me.

"...you kissed her didnt you?..." he broke the silence with that. The question caught me off guard I looked up at him and he remained with the same facial expression. I avoided his eyes and nodded. "knew it... You better look after her brother..."

"I will. But what's with the defensiveness?" I spat back at him. He sharply looked at me, it scared me a little but I remained seated. His face was unreadable, was he pissed off? Confused? Fuck knows.

"Tao. I think we both know why I'm so protective of her." he sighed and turned away. Its true I suppose. He gave up what feelings he had towards Hana for me. "I just... She just deserves better... Been through a lot and this is just adding it up. Isolated and away from the city life she had. Father is coming over to take her away"

I turned my attention to him. Like hell I was letting him touch her, taking her away from us. That's suicide. That's a death wish if he wants to do that. Because all of us, I'm sure, don't want Hana to leave.

"he's crazy for even thinking it or trying. I'm not letting him out him. But I'm kinda scared though, Xuimin. You know what father can be like. I just hope you guys will back me up" I say to him running my hand through my hair. I'm a scaredy cat. Always have been. But I have to stand up to father. I need to.

"I'm with you on that one. Like hell I'm letting my best friend go just like that " he admitted I smiled at him. "well she is. You guys are family. She's my only non blood related friend"

"hey guys come quick! Hana's out of her room!" Sehun burst through out of breath. Immediately we all darted out of the gym and followed Sehun to where ever she was. Soon as we reached the door, we all came to a sudden stop in our tracks.

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