Klaine One Shots

Little Do You Know (Heartache part 2)

A/N: This is the months the Klaine was broken up in season 4 and this song I thought this could be nice, so I hope this works. The song is little do you know by Alex and Sierra. Also quick question should I also do I hate you, I love you by gnash? PLEASE TELL ME THANK YOU, but enjoy broken Klaine. (Also if you listen to the song Sierra parts are Kurt and Blaine is alex's parts. When they both sing it will be like 3rd person pov.)

Little do you how I'm breaking while you fall asleep 

Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories 

Ever since Blaine left I have never been so heartbroken in my  life. Every night I have crying myself to sleep. I try not to think of the moment when Blaine told me he cheated but I can't. 

Little do you know Im trying to pick myself up, piece by piece.

When I go to my classes at NYADA people tell me I look like a zombie. I have been doing better just bit by bit but I have so much more that I have to pick up of me.

Little do you know I need a little more time. 

I want to forgive Blaine overtime he calls but I can't I get so mad, one time Rachel came home at the worst time.

 I was so anger so I paced around the house, once Rachel came in I was screaming just about to throw a cup down that had a picture of me and Blaine from when we were on our first date.

"I can't, why did he have to do this, why did this." I held up the mug about to smash it. 

"Kurt calm down, you need to calm down." Rachel was behind me, she must have heard me and wanted to see what was going on. I sighed and turned to her with the cup still in my hands above my head. 

She walked slowly and took the cup from my hands soon enough I broke down and fell to the floor, Rachel wrapped her self around me and just held me. 

Underneath it all Im held captive by the hole inside

I've been holding back for the feel that you might change your mind.

I'm ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight.

Little do you know I need a little more time. 

 A few weeks after my break down I tried to forget about Blaine and focused on my studies more but everything reminds him of me, the mug, my crowned, pictures of me and him plastered around above my bed. I want to forgive him but I need more time to heal. 

Away Away, I love you like you've never felt the pain away.

Once I got back to Lima I was too depressed that I didn't go the next few days. I have never hated myself more then I have been. 

I promise you don't have to be afraid, away.

The love is here and here to stay, so lay you head on me. 

I keep sending Kurt sorry notes and texts no answer, I don't want to more on my love for him is here and here to stay. I have this dream that him and I are under this tree and we are looking at the sky his head resting on my leg. I then play with his hair and he look at me and smile. As soon as he gets up to kiss me I wake up. 

Little do you know I know you're hurt, while Im sound asleep.

Rachel called Finn and then Finn told me in the choir room about Kurt's break down in the middle of the night. I felt so bad that I did this to him, that night I stole form my dad liquor cabinet and just drank until I couldn't feel the pain, I didn't sleep that night and came bak to school with the worst hang over. 

Little do you know all my mistakes are slowly drowning me.

I have been boxing more on my free time. I have also not haven't been eating, food hasn't been tasteful since I went back. When I went to the doctors yesterday they told me I was severely underweight and I needed to gain weight or I would be hospitalized or die at the moment. I was actually today cause my head was spinning so much self hate I just started a bath and tried to drown, soon enough when I was out I woke up to see my brothers eyes meet mine, faint beeps were ringing in my ears I knew were I was. 

Little do you know Im trying to make it better, piece by piece.

I still send sorry flowers to Kurts work and house with poems or notes but yet no reply from him, I guess he is sticking to his word yet I want to make it better piece by piece. 

Little do you know I.......

I love you till the sun dies.

I love you Kurt Hummel, You were my sunshine to my dark skies we were a an amazing duo, You are the love of my life.

Away, just wait I love you like I've never felt the pain.

 Just wait.

Kurt was trying to get lost in his work while Blaine was still in the hostpial being watched, both don't know whats happening to the other guy. They both wished that this could all go away, they want love with out any of this shit. Blaine had hope that one day they were going to get back together he just had to wait.

I love you like I've never been afraid. 

Just wait.

Kurt was scared of  what Blaine was doing he has been tempted to ext him and ask him how he's doing but he wanted to not show weakness to this break up. Kurt wanted to be at Blaine's side, he should ask Rachel how he is doing. He wanted to forgive but he had to just wait.  

Our love is here and here to stay.

So lay your head on me.

Kurt did get a boyfriend pillow, he wasn't proud of it but he was that sad and he had no one. He tried to date a guy named Adam but then he just couldn't, he felt like he was cheating on Blaine he just wasn't happy at all. 

Away, Away, away, away.

 I love you like you've never felt the pain. 

Away, away.

I promise you don't have to be afraid. 

The last text Blaine said was he promised that if they get back together he will protect him for his life. He also told Kurt that he would love him  so much that he would get the pain away. 

Away.

The love you see, we're here to stay, so lay your head on me.

Lay your head on me.

So lay your head on me.

Little do you know I...

Kurt and Blaine had the same dream at the same time at this night the dream  they were under the tree.

I love you till the sun dies.

Towards the end they  didn't walk up when they were about to kiss they actually kissed.