Burn

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A/N: this is a new Hamilton chapter WOOP!!!! and just awarning it will be sad... so good luck. Also an amazing update I got to see chris and a plus i meet his illistrature! It was amazing and the sad news is im sorry that i havent been able to write I have a class that demands a lot and yeah anyway heres a story.

I saved every letter you wrote me
From the moment I read them
I knew you were mine
You said you were mine
I thought you were mine.

I pulled out the box undernether our bed. As a sit down I take off the top to see all of them. The letters from Blaine. Blaine has been in the army for 4 years now but hes been away for 2 of them. I havent seen him since until I heard the news I never wanted to hear.

Do you know what Finn said
When we saw your first letter arrive?
He said,
"Be careful with that one, love
He will do what it takes to survive."

He told me he has been sleeping around with a another man named Eli. Another guy whos husbands in the army. I even remeber when Finn told me the day of our wedding.

Blaine was dancing and smiling on the dance floor while Finn and I were sharing a drink as he told me to be careful with him and that he will do anything to survive on his own. I laughed it off and took a sip of my wine. I should'nt have taken his words for granted.

Now I'm here looking at my soon to be ex husbands love letters. I saved every evelope.

You and your words flooded my senses
Your sentences left me defenseless
You built me palaces out of paragraphs
You built cathedrals

I took one of my shaking hands to open one of the letters laying in the box. As I was reading it I remebered how every single letter, every sentance, every word. Made me swon over him again like the first day we met. He said over and over again I was his one and only. What a big lie.

I'm re-reading the letters you wrote me.
I'm searching and scanning for answers
In every line
For some kind of sign
And when you were mine.

As a came to an end of the letter it got me seeing red, I could'nt feed into his lies anymore, I had to find out.
I started ripping through every letter to see if he indicated that he was lonley, going to leave me, apolizing for sleeping or not telling me about this man.

As the last letter was scaned I could'nt handle this anymore. All the fake lies he has wrote, all the cute sayings, all the I miss yous, every single poem they were all lies. I scrunched every one of them in the box again and go to the fire place that was burning soon to die. I ran down the stairs and threw the box on the living room floor.

The world seemed to
Burn
Burn

As I scattered each letter I started ripping them up to sherreds. I couldnt take the lies anymore. He was died to me now. As ever rip, every tear I threw them in the fire. The fire was now full of my range.

You published the letters he wrote you
You told the whole world how you brought
This boy into our bed.
In clearing your name, you have ruined our lives.

How dare he leave me to be the last one to know about this scandle. The fire was fully falmed with every letter. They are finally all deystoryed, my pain is only half gone.

Do you know what Finn said

When He read what you'd done?
He said,
"You have married an Icarus
He has flown too close to the sun."

I look over to see the half tore news paper Finn shoved in my face this moring. As I crawl to see the headline. " Army Leader has a sex scandal with one of the privates for a year." As it shows Blaines face with that guy. I just could'nt believe the headline and it got me thinking.

You and your words, obsessed with your legacy...
Your sentences border on senseless
And you are paranoid in every paragraph
How they perceive you
You, you, you...

I read the article again as I filp the page I see it. The final letter he wrote me. Fin must have stuck it between the papers so I wouldnt have noticed. I was hesitant to open the letter but as to see it has been already opened my curiosity got the best of me. I opened the flap up and started reading.

I'm erasing myself from the narrative
Let future historians wonder how Kurt
Reacted when you broke his heart
You have torn it all apart
I am watching it
Burn.
Watching it burn.

As I was reading it I did'nt believe anything. He was apolizing and that I should'nt believe the headlines but I was far to deep in this I just could'nt finnish the letter. I ripped it up and threw it in the fire.

The world has no right to my heart
The world has no place in our bed
They don't get to know what I said
I'm burning the memories.
Burning the letters that might have redeemed you.

I could'nt stand anything anymore, I had reacted to rational. I went upstairs to pack all of my stuff. Every last of the picutres we had stuffed far back. Everything was such a blur with my rage and tears. I went down stairs picking up the paper in my hands. I ran out of my house to admire it one more time.

You forfeit all rights to my heart
You forfeit the place in our bed
You'll sleep in your office instead
With only the memories
Of when you were mine
I hope that you burn.

I looked at the picutre that was the last one we took together. Then I took a match to the picutre and threw it at the house. Watching it as it took every wooden piece like a chain reaction, one by one burning to ash. I turn from the house and walked away to head t my packed car and drove to Finn's house. This is what you've done.

A/n: please dont kill me but please tell me what you think about this chapter. MORE TO COME SOOON! I saw I'm getting new readers I just wanted to say hello and thank you flr taking your time for reading my books and I hope you enjoyed. :)

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