A Typical Teen Christian

A Typical Teen Christian 8

So the day went on, I fell asleep. Wake up for the morning and remember my bizarre dream.

My dream had Mathew and I in it. Plus a couple of kids at our school. It took place at a dance. I had chipped my tooth and if people seen it they would say something or laugh. I was afraid to even smile or laugh. I had seen Mathew on the dance floor and I really wanted to dance with him. So I walked over there and he asked me to dance but he covered his face. So we began to dance and he smiled. Mathew had the same tooth chipped as I did. Then I woke up..

It was a weird dream and I wonder what it could mean. Could it mean I should give our relationship a shot? If so he wasn't nesscicarly my type like Mikey said. But He is a person. Even if he doesn't give God the time, or treats some people like garbage. I shouldn't be so quick to judge.

In the bible it says everyone and everything was God's creation. So we should respect others and not discriminate. Its all your opinion and you can have them but respect others. Everyone is created in the image of God. So if you don't like someones race, beliefs, looks, style, interests, or anything else at least try to treat them like a person.

I think that I still have feelings for Mathew. Kind of like unconditional love? Like Jesus has? Im not sure I'll have to try to control myself.

I got ready for meeting everyone at the park. This Saturday we all planed meet up. And when I say we I mean Liz, Mikey, Mathew, and Tracy. I dressed casual. I had Jeans, vans, and a tanktop. I let my hair down today, and had no makeup on. I just didn't feel like dressing to impress if they were all just my friends. And as far as Mathew, I think I should still be able to be myself.

I walked to the park and no one except Mikey was there. I texted Tracy and Liz to see if they were still coming. But sadly Liz had went out of town and forgot, and Tracy said Mathew was grounded plus she had a last minute babysitter job.

"Hey Jess!" Mikey smirked.

"Hey, guess it's just us. What are we going to do?" I asked.

"Ya I guess so, and I'm not sure. It's pretty cold out here you know. With you just wearing a tanktop Missy," Mikey laughed.

"Well I didn't know it was cold until already left the house," I responded.

Mikey came an sat by me on the bench. He took off his jacket and put it around me. I thought it was kind of akward that he did that move on me but I Aldo thought he was just being kind.

"Thanks," I smiled.

"No Problem, sooo... What's up with you and Mathew?" Mikey kind of brought to conversation.

"Nothing. Why?" I asked. I didn't want to go into detail about my little crush.

"Well he somehow had my number and asked for yours yesterday. He said you were supposed to come over and talk about something," Mikey mumbled.

"Oh My Gosh. I totally forgot about that. I hope he isn't mad. Did you give him my number?" I questioned.

"No. I don't like that he is trying to already meet up with you and collect digits," Mikey defended.

"He is just a friend! Chill out dude," I blurted. Mikey and Mathew are related I can see resemblance in there face. The cute nose and big eyes. Haha even the small plumped lips. That's when I looked at Mikeys eyes again. He looked at mine. We made eye contact about a inch away and somehow we leaned in. And Mikey kissed me. I forgot about him and Liz and me and Mathew. At first I was starteld but then I fell in to it and we began makeout on the bench.

We slowly began to stop after about 3 nonstop minutes. We kind of gave each other a look like ... What Just Happened?!

"I-I-I do don," Mikey began to stumble.

I can't believe what just happened! I could have or still can hurt Liz, just by that. What is wrong with me, why did I have to think about Mathew and kiss someone else over and over?!

I turn my head and see Mathew with a look on his face. Like he was washed out all his color and expression. I wonder if he seen what happened. Dear God, please what have I gotten into.

"I see you to have been getting to know eachother pretty good all alone," Mathew frowned.

"Uhhh ," I thought out. I feel bad for forgetting about our meet up now I have to worry about him telling people what just happened.

"Well you don't even have to think about coming over today or apologizing for not even showing up or telling me u can't, because apparently you have plans with your makeout boy Mikey. The Guy I hate most. I didn't know you were the kind of person to hurt Liz for your own benefits. I don't want an explanation. I'm out. Don't even talk to me ever again," Mathew stormed off.

I was shocked. A little hurt. He acted as if I couldn't well...

"I'm Sorry! Please don't tell Liz. I don't know what happened.. Um but I kind of sounds like you and Mathew Do have something up..." Mikey kind of shouted as my eyes got watery and face got red.

I had to leave and ingore Mikey. I needed to talk with Mathew. He is all I care about right now. I know I feel hurt but if he does really "like" me then I just killed him. I began praying. Asking for forgiveness. Confessing my wrong doing to God. Hoping Mathew and Liz could forgive me.

After I talked to God and regained my knowlege and understanding I drove to Mathews. Bottling up my emotions torward my Mathew. <\3