After Liz dropped me off, I went to get on Facebook. When I signed in my account I noticed Maddie was online. So I tried another shot at talking to her.
Jesselin Cole: Hii Maddie! (:
Maddie White: hey.
Jesselin Cole: Are you ok?
Maddie White: why do you care...
Jesselin Cole: Because I'm the type of person to care.
Maddie White: well would you care if I die? Because I go home thinking about suicide.
Jesselin Cole: Why do you think about that?!
Maddie White: I have no friends, I have people spreading false rumors about me, I get picked on, people call me names, I'm in everyones gossip. I'm a new girl that doesn't belong here. I'm depressed and just want out this life.
Jesselin Cole: Don't do that to yourself..What religion are you?
Maddie White: i don't, people do &Catholic...
Jesselin Cole: When you are depressed you have bad unhappy mixed emotions. God gives us hope to lift us up to fulfill and enjoy life. God is faithful he will answer your prayers. To see how strong you are you must go through the storm. With God here he can heal you and bring joy into your life. Just ask God to take a major part of your life.
Maddie White: God is a lie
Jesselin Cole: WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?? :O
Maddie White: if it were real I wouldn't have Luck or Karma
Jesselin Cole: God is real. He gives blessings and he has plans.
Maddie White: if it was real god wouldn't make everyone hate me
Jesselin Cole: I don't hate you. Do you pray?
Maddie White: ya I do.
Jesselin Cole: Praying is talking to God!
Maddie White: he doesn't exist. If he does then why doesn't he listen.
Jesselin Cole: GOD LISTENS !! He listens to me!!
Maddie White: how so
Jesselin Cole: He gives me dreams, he gives me thoughts, he gives me blessings, he gives me people, he loves me, he answers my prayers, he builds my faith, he is always with me.
Maddie white: there is no God.
Jesselin Cole: Yes there is! He created everything!
Maddie White: no. we evolved.
Jesselin Cole: Do your parents believe in God?
Maddie White: No, I don't want to be forced into reading the bible and going to church.. and I gtg bye.
I was about to type "God doesn't make you have work to do.." but Liz IM'd me.
Liz Pricellk: Hey Jess! What up?
Well I can't tell her I was just fighting with Maddie about the existence of God. Maddie would just be put into more gossip and drama. I also couldn't keep something from Liz. Not only did I just try to put God on a poor girl, but I'd be considered pushy. Not that I care, I'm not afraid to share my faith. And God isn't hard.. It's just Maddie may not ever talk to me again for me to help her, or even talk her out of suicide. I'll play it safe, I'll go with the easiest respond.
Jesselin Cole: Nothing Much! You?
Liz Pricellk: Same. Lol guess what!
Jesselin Cole: What?
Liz Pricellk: We are getting another new student! xD Maybe she can be friends with Maddie! Hahaha jk
Jesselin Cole: Hey its not that funny
Liz Pricellk: Ya I agree, people mess around to much.
Jesselin Cole: Ya...
Liz Pricellk: Branson has a girlfriend now |;
Jesselin Cole: Haha! Who's the peppy blonde witt? xD
Liz Pricellk: ok, and you get on to me over a joke?! And it's Sailor.. the worlds most biggest lier! I swear she knew I liked Branson!
Jesselin Cole: haha ok ok you make a point. Why do you even like him? And well, you should know to expect such a thing from a gossip girl.
Liz Pricellk: Duh, Branson is like a freaking male goddess! Haha xD jk he's cute! He has brown skater hair, green eyes, anddd he isn't fat!! Why wouldn't you not even like him?!
Jesselin Cole: Haha well. He makes bad choices for one. Two he is self centered. Three he is a player. Would you care to hear more?
Liz Pricellk: lmao , you and your inner beauty vision! He is utter!
Jesselin Cole: Ahaha what?
Liz Pricellk: utter*
Jesselin Cole: haha typo?
Liz Pricellk: BRANSON IS UTTER! I hate stupid auto correct man.!
Jesselin Cole: fail. Hahaha I'm practically crying. Imagine if you went up to Brandson and said he was utter!
Liz Pricellk: haha oh yeah and that he can eat a hobo's toe off and attract utter girls XD
Jesselin Cole: I think you mean cute? xD&& poor hobo!
Liz Pricellk: Lmao. Gtg byee!
Jesselin Cole: me too!! See ya at school tomorrow! (=
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A Typical Teen Christian
EspiritualJesselin Cole is a teen Christian, that has a purpose in her life. She goes to highschool and along the way she helps other teens with their problems.