*Frank's POV*
He was sitting there, staring peacefully out the window. I was staring at the back of his head. His dark brown, almost black hair. He was adorable.
I had just been asked by Gerard to join MCR. I really like their first album, I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love. I had accepted the request. We were all sitting in a room together. My Chemical Romance wasn't that popular yet. Mikey had told me that we were writing songs for an album called Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge.
I've had a crush on Gerard since high school. I'm not openly gay, and neither is anyone I know (except Brendon and Patrick. They're not together, though.) I am gay, but I don't want to admit it, though. I was still staring at Gerard's head, wishing I could him. I was really hoping he couldn't see my reflection in the window. If he could, I hope he thinks I'm just staring past him out the window.
*Gerard's POV*
I could see Frank's reflection on the window. He was staring at the back of my head. He always stares at me. I never really understood why. He's not gay (or at least I don't think he is). In high school, it was a rumor that he liked me, but I just ignored the rumors. I wouldn't matter much to me. I never really liked anyone. I'm also not gay. I don't like Frank and I don't see how he could like me. I'm ugly af.
I continued to stare outs window. I didn't know why we were all silent, but I didn't want to break the silence for multiple reasons.
(1) The silence helped me concentrate.
(2) I didn't want to embarrass myself.
(3) I didn't want it to be awkward.
I decided to draw. I grabbed my nite pad started to draw what I saw out the window. I always payed attention to detail, so I even drew the reflections, which included me and Frank's staring face. I was really hoping no one would break the silence so I could draw the drawing.
*Mikey's POV*
Ugh. I hated the silence. Gerard always loved the silence. He always says that it help him think. He was drawing now. I wanted to break the silence so bad, but didn't want it to be awkward, so I decided against it.
I've always loved observing the room. I looked around. Gerard was drawing what he saw out the window. I could tell because I could see his pencil move across a notepad, and he also constantly looked up at the window. Frank was staring at the back of Gerard's head. I didn't really know why. It probably had something to do with what he had told me when he joined MCR. Ray was writing something. I figured a poem or a book. Bob was sitting in the drum seat, very lightly tapping the drums with the drum sticks. So lightly it didn't make sound. It was shocking that he was talented enough to do that. All I was doing was sitting there, on the floor, observing what was going on. At least I wasn't the only one doing nothing. Frank wasn't either.
I wanted to break the silence so bad, but Gerard is my brother. I wanted him to finish his drawing. I didn't have the guts to ruin it for him. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I pulled it out and looked at it. It was from Frank.
A.N. Frnklin09 is Frank and Michelangelooo is Mikey
Frnklin09: I don't like the silence. I'd say something, but i don't want to embarrass myself.
Michelangelooo: Gerard drawing. The silence will help him. Don't breaks the silence till he's done. I know that you like Gerard so don't break the silence. Do it for Gerard.
Frnklin09: Okay. Please don't tell anyone that I liked Gerard. I don't want it to ruin the band.
Michelangelooo: I got your back. Don't worry.
Frnklin09: thanks.
I turn off my phone. I figured the conversation was over. What else would we talk about?
I sat there for a while longer. Frank was look at Gerard again. Gerard was still drawing. Bob was still silently playing the drums. Ray wasn't writing anymore.
*Ray's POV*
I had just finished writing down ideas for songs. I didn't mind the silence, although I wanted to talk to Mikey. I've kind of always liked Mikey, more than just a friend. I didn't really know why, but I wasn't gonna say anything. It would just be awkward. I didn't really like Mikey that much in that way. I'm able to hold my feelings back. I didn't really know how I felt about Mikey anymore. My feelings for him were mixed.
"Guys," I said. Everyone turned their heads and looked at me with blank expressions. No one said I word. "We should go do something. Maybe we should go out for drinks."
"Sounds good to me," Mikey responds.
"Okay," says Frank.
"Why not," says Gerard. "But don't let me drink to much. I don't want it to be a problem. Everyone lets out quiet, calm laughs.
"I'll watch you, don't worry," Frank responds.
"I think I'm gonna pass. Sorry, guys," said Bob.
"Okay. That's fine. See you later," I said. I stood up slipped on some sneakers and a sweatshirt.
Everyone but Bob did the same as me. We left the room and all got in Gerard's car. Gerard drove off to a nearby bar so we could have some drinks.
Authors note
I'm trying to make the chapters longer then my other Frerard fanfic. It's not the same as the other one either. It's earlier in the bands time.
Hope you enjoy :)
-Evie<3
