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i ended it in love

I started off the year with a bruise on my shoulder and the certainty that my eyes were plain old grey.

I liked to believe my sadness had grown roots somewhere above my throat, not buried itself inside of my veins.

my hands were always shaking.

I could hardly stay still.

I ended the year with clean skin and crossed blue eyes, maybe even a little green in there too.

my cheekbones ached and my veins were full of me.

my hands still shake but I'm getting better at adjusting to them and I only move at night.

I started this year with heartache and the thought that things might go my way someday.

I ended it with red cheeks and kiss marks on the back of my head.

I ended it in love. I ended it in love. I ended it in love.