Dangerous. // J.C //

Chapter 21

Jc and I were still on the couch, watching some movie he wanted to watch and I was alright with it. I was happy and I didn't want to be anywhere else but here.
The pregnancy scare a few days ago blew over, Jc forgot about it and said sorry ten million times about shutting me out and staying quiet which I understand. If I was in his position, which is impossible, I would be freaked out too. Being the dangerous guy he is, I don't think he wants a baby and I don't think I want one with him either...
My phone started to ring causing me to walk out of the living room and into the kitchen before answering.

"Hello?" I say quietly while pressing the phone to my ear and leans against the kitchen counter for a moment.
"Yes, Alexis? This your doctor again, I'm very sorry but your blood test was mixed up with someone else.. Your blood test came back positive, you are pregnant. Congratulations, call me back when you decide to set up monthly appointments. Thank you." He spoke into the phone before hanging up.

I stood frozen in the kitchen for a long time, I didn't know what to do or say and I was just mentally freaking out about this. Jc and I just got past this baby thing and now, I'm officially pregnant? Am I dreaming?
Soon, I slowly start to lift up my shirt and there it was. A tiny forming bump that I never seem to realize. There was an actual living human in there, a small baby. I had this warm happy feeling inside of me but in my head I was screaming for help because I knew Jc wouldn't like this at all, I knew he was gonna hate me for being pregnant and I wasn't prepared for his screams and him throwing shit like he always does when he's pissed.

"Alexis?" I snapped out of my thoughts, looking up at him as he stands in the kitchen doorway staring back at me. I sighed, looking down at my feet again and runs my fingers through my hair. Jc stood in front of me, tilting my chin up a small frown on his face as he stares into my eyes.
"What's wrong? Did something happen?" He mumbled quietly and gently kissed my forehead. Tears were now streaming down my face and all I did was cry into his chest, he didn't question anything about it and all he did was just hold me close to him for a while until I was ready to speak up.

"My doctor called, he explained how my blood test was mixed up and..." I stopped myself, looking up at him and wipes my tears away quickly. I don't know how to tell him... I don't even know if I should..
"And?" He pushed, raising his eyebrows at me and waits for a answer for a few more minutes and I took a deep breath before speaking up again.

"I'm pregnant. I actually have a small baby in my stomach and I knew I had this weird feeling but I thought it was just me being hungry. It was the baby.. I felt the baby and I can feel it move a little, feeling it make my stomach grow but I thought it was weird and I was just imagining things. Now here's a small bump, proving that I am carrying our child. I'm scared... Justin, I'm so scared and I feel like you'll run off scared too." I say too quickly and he cut me off before I can say anything else.

"Babe... You should know by now that I'm not going anywhere. You're pregnant? Okay we can celebrate and looks at baby stuff, throw a baby shower. A baby isn't going to scare me away, especially if its our baby. I love you." I froze at those three words that came from his mouth, he loves me? God, I feel like I'm dreaming. 

"You love me?" I say quietly, smiling small and I felt his hand rest on top of my stomach, rubbing small circles while he nods.
"Yes, I love you so much. I honestly don't even know what I would do without you, I think I would be in prison right now or going around hurting people. But here I am, standing here with you and finding out that I'm going to be a dad. God, I love you." He smiles and starts to plant kisses all over my face, reaching my lips last. 

"Stop being so cheesy." I laugh, wrapping my arms around his waist tightly and hides my face inside his chest. Seeing this side of him is such an amazing feeling. Seeing him happy makes me even more happy. Hearing him say he loves me makes me wanna marry him. 

"I love you too by the way." 

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Hey guys! It's been a while and I'm sorry that I took so long to update and when I do update, I write you guys some cheesy romantic chapter haha.

Soon enough I'll get back on track, add some drama and some scary Jc in there somewhere. After all, this is supposed to be about Jc being some big scary guy who likes to do some bad shit.

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