Dangerous. // J.C //

Chapter 13

Jc's p o v ~ 

"So, Caylen. Why don't you prove it to me?" She smirked right back. 

I smiled, wrapped my arm around her and brought her closer to me. She was perfect, to be honest. The fact that she's so confident about herself makes her even more attractive. I'm honestly glad that I ran into her, I'm glad I got her number, I'm glad that I'm starting to become a better person because of her. I've been better. I'm still getting better but I feel like one day... one day I'll explode on her again but explode on her really bad and it'll ruin everything with her. 
Her beautiful crystal blue eyes stared into mine as she pushed up her glasses that were sliding down. Gosh, she was so pretty. Too pretty to be with a guy like me. 
So, that's basically the reason why I'm so afraid to ask her out officially. Scared of rejection. Scared that if she said no, I'll get pissed and turn into the fucking hulk. 

She's too perfect and so gentle, I don't want to break her. I want to keep her, protect her. But that'll be impossible for a bad boy like me. 
I'm too dangerous for her, my past is coming back and its biting both of our asses. My past is slowly killing her. 
I already got my family killed, my brother, my sister and my mom. I can't risk to lose her too. If I lost her, you don't know how BAD I'll explode. 
Ricky and Sam was just one of my problems, there's still a lot of my problems that might come back and try to hurt me and hurt her. 
I don't want to tell her that, because I don't want her scared. 

I kissed her forehead, hugging her close to me. I didn't want to let go, I couldn't let go. Its like my arms were glued around her. Alexis was just the perfect girl I needed in my life, but I don't want to tell her that. 
She's amazing. She's smart and a little goody goody but can be a little bad girl when she wants to. She can be a bitch at times but I think its cute when she gets mad. Her smile was so beautiful, so... perfect. 
Gosh, I sound like one of those romance books. But its true. 

"Jc," She whispered slightly pulling back to look at me, "I'm sorry about shouting at you about the... Ricky and Sam thing, I know you were trying to protect me. So, thank you for trying to keep me safe." Alexis giggled, resting her head back onto my shoulder. 
"I'll do anything for you." I mumbled into her hair as I brushed it with my fingers. 

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After a few hours of hanging out with Alexis, I went back to my place to get a few more outfits then head back over to hers. 
As I open the door and switch on the lights. I noticed two girls sitting on my couch. Andrea and Lia. Fuck. Then two guys came out of the kitchen, Nash and Dylan. Great. 

"Caylen! What's up man?" Dylan said as he walked over to me but I put my hand up, making him stop dead in his tracks. 
"What the hell are you guys doing here?" Even though they were my friends, they were also bad asses. They were in gangs, addicted to drinking and drugs. They've murdered quite a few people and been in jail a few times. I was sort of done with them. That's why I moved here in LA. To get away from them. But I didn't tell them that. I was scared that they might kill me or something. I love them to death, they'll always be my main best friends. Except... Lia. 

I dated her, big mistake. After I broke up with her, she went crazy. She hated me for months but she claimed she still loved me. She beat up my last girlfriend and it was pretty bad that my ex ended up in the hospital. 
So, if I mentioned Alexis. Just as a friend. She'll go crazy. 

"We're here because, we heard you killed Ricky and Sam! We wanted them two dead for so long. Anyways, we also saw that there's a new girl in your life." Andrea winked at me. Fuck, they know. I bit down on my bottom lip and seen Lia's face turn bright red from anger. Fuck fuck fuck. 
"I'm not dating her.." I mumble, but they heard it. 

"Then why did you kill Ricky and Sam to protect her?" Nash questioned. Fuck you, Nash. Where the HELL did they find out about all this? the fuck. 
I gave Nash a death glare and he put his hands up and mouthed a sorry towards me. 

"Because.... ummm..." I stuttered. I didn't know what to say. Lia is going to be so fucking pissed. Fuck. More drama. Great. 
"Aw, Jc's in looovvveeee." Andrea smiled and Lia stood up, walking towards me. Face to face. Inches away from my face actually. 

"So, what's her name, Jc? I want to meet this girl who you 'fell' for. Come on. What don't you introduce her to us?" She smiled. A evil little smile. I shook my head which caused her smile to turn into a frown. She wrapped her arms around me, coming closer. Oh my god. Please get off of me. I don't like you. 

[A/N: No hate towards Lia or anything. She's amazing and beautiful. I love her. But I'm just trying to make the story more interesting and dramatic so no hate! xx] 

Right when I pushed her away, the front door opened and Alexis walked in. Fuck me. Just fucking kill me please. 
"Shit." I mumbled, face palming myself. 

"Jc, you left your phone- oh... Hi." She awkwardly smiled, handing me my phone. Lia stepped towards Alexis and when I tried to push her away, Dylan stopped me. 
"So your the girl who's dating MY ex?" Lia looks up and down at her. Making a disgusted face like she just seen a whore from the street or something. 

"I'm not dating him.." Alexis quietly says, raising her eyebrow up at Lia. I sighed, mumbling a 'help me' towards the others and I grabbed Lia's arm. 
"Can you fucking not? Go over there!" I shoved her roughly away from Alexis and sort of stood in front of her. 

"But I wanna talk to her." Lia smirked.

"Step one foot near her and I swear to god, Lia." I warned, anger boiling inside of me. 

"Or what?" She's testing me. She's trying to see what I will and will not do in front of Alexis.

"I'm not afraid to hurt you." 

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