Changing Alex (URBAN)

Chapter 7

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Antwans POV

i felt my body hit the bed & opened my eyes. alex had got outta bed. i didnt budge though. i wasnt sure of what to say to her... or what she was gone say to me. i heard the shower running & then the bathroom door shut.

i reached over on the nightstand & turned the alarm clock in my eye view. it was 8:47pm ... her pussy had to be heaven if it put me to sleep for like 6 .. 7 hours.

it wasnt lust. i thought if maybe i'd fuck her then my feelings i thought i had would go away but they didnt... which meant she had to mean something.

i found my phone in the bed. mya, tamia, & nesha had all texted me.

i went to myas. "are you ready to talk about this" i wasnt... there really aint shit to talk about ; im not getting with her & that shits final.

i knew tamia didnt want shit so i just ignored hers & i had told nesha about calling & texting me so she wasnt getting a text back.

i heard the shower cut off & i sat up on the bed facing the bathroom door. when the door opened alex was wrapped in a towel , she avoided looking at me & tried to walk off but instead i grabbed her. we was gone talk about everything, i aint the type of nigga to put things off & forget shit.

" i didnt know yall were sisters" i said looking up at her.

she didnt reply. she just looked down at her towel & fiddled with the knot she had it in.

" we gone have to talk about this alex.... , you like me just as much as i like you & i know it . putting this shit off aint gone do shit but make it worse"

" i cant like you antwan... i just cant... i cant fall for you... i cant be with you... none of that " she said putting her face in her hands.

her words struck my feelings. i sighed & let go of her. i dont chase females & i dont beg. so i wasnt gone beg her to be with me or anything. she shook her head still in her hands.

" i feel et shorty... i aint gone pressure you . "

there was a knock on the front door. alex walked into the closet & i went to answer it. it was mya. i knew that if i didnt answer her text she was gonna eventually pop up but i didnt think it was gonna be this soon.

" wassup " i said leaning on the door.

" can i come in?" she asked softy.

i sighed & hesitated before letting her in.

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i slid on my black highwaisted jeans , blue crop top , & white strappy sandals all the while contemplating about saying fuck it & dating him or not.

i finshed my outfit off with a high ponytail. i picked up my phone from the bed & walked down the steps into the living room. mya was sitting on the couch.

she stopped in mid sentence when she noticed me. i looked over at antwan who sat on the opposite side of the sectional. he looked bored.

"this bitch" she muttered under her breath.

i pretended i didnt hear it & sat down next to antwan. i cant believe she was actually mad. i didnt know he was her babys father. i never even knew they knew eachother. i didnt even know he had a child...

she sighed & rolled her eyes, crossing her arms across her chest & crossing her legs. i knew she was upset about me being in there but i thought it was funny. it only made me want to be with him more.