Changing Alex (URBAN)

Chapter 4

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I woke up to slow soft kisses on my neck trailing to my lips. i rolled over & came face to face with antwan. he bit his bottom lip & stared at me.

"goodmorning beautiful" he said pulling me closer to him.

i covered my mouth & spoke , due to the fact that i hadnt brushed my teeth "goodmorning big head" 

he laughed at me "lemme smell" he chuckled & tried to pull my hand away from my mouth but i refused to let him. when he finally realized i wasnt giving in he started tickling me. i took my hands away from my mouth & tried to stop his hands while i laughed hard. he stopped & started cracking up along with me.

"pwuuuuuuu! " he emphasized !

i smacked my hands back on my mouth & widened my eyes, still laughing. he hugged me tight. it felt good to be held. i felt safe.

"yo job called yo phone... i answered, because i aint wanna wake you shorty" he said.

" what they say"

"you ont' gotta work today"

he gotta out of bed & surprisingly was fully dressed. he had on some black levy jeans, a red vneck & the retro 4 fire reds, with his hair pushed back in a ponytail. his hair was wavy, the kind that crinkled up when water touched it. i picked up my phone from the dresser & unlocked it. it was 2:50pm. i had 3 voicemails, 4 text messages & 7 missed calls. i clicked on my messages & dismissed the rest of the notifications. there was a long one from nesha but i didnt bother to read it. i wasnt in the mood to argue. i know all it was, was more of her bullshit as theory on how i left her for a guy.

"come on we re shake" he said as he walked to the side of the bed & pulled me up.

"im not going nowhere with my work clothes on, are you crazy"

he laughed at me & pulled me to the front of him. he put his hands over my eyes.

"walk forward"

i did as instructed.

"stop" he said taking his hands off my eyes. we were standing in a huge walk in closet with his clothes in it.

"im not about to wear your--"

before i could finish he turned me around the the other side where all my clothes & purses hung & shoes were lined. i couldnt do anything but smile... that explained why he was fully dressed... he had gone to get my stuff! i was speechless. he slapped my ass which put me in shock & then walked out.

"hurry up alex" he yelled.

there was a dresser draw that sat in the closet. all my deoderant, brushes, make up, lotion & body spray pilled the dresser. it had 2 sides on it that both had 3 draws... it was in the middle of the closet against the wall so i assumed one was mine. i was right ! the first draw i pulled was filled with my underwear & bras. i grabbed a black thong , a black lace bra , then my tooth brush that sat on top of the dresser & made my way to the restroom.

i showered for about 20 mintues before i cut the water. when i got out of the shower i wrapped a tile around me & walked to the closet. i sorted through the clothes that were hung up & decided to wear a pair of white jeans, a red tank top & my red low cut chucks. today was a basic day.

i threw the clothes i picked out on the bed & sat down & lotioned my body. just then antwan walked in... i wanted to run into the bathroom & finish but i didnt wanna let him know i didnt want him to see me with just thong & bra on ... i was so insecure. he plopped on the bed & layed there.