Changing Alex (URBAN)

Chapter 5

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i was speechless. i didnt know weither to breathe or speak first. my thoughts were all messed up. a part of me wanted to go off on him but what if he didnt know? another part was telling me to leave but where was i to go?

i let go of the door handle & walked back up stairs bypassing antwan. i went into the upstairs room that was used to watch movies & sat on the couch. i left the light off.

how could i have possibly caught feelings for my sisters baby father? whats next? i cant be with someone whos the father of my neice... how did i let myself catch feelings in the first place?...

in these few days with him, i grew attached. when i was with him i felt something ive never felt before. i didnt know how to feel because i never had to. ive never been in a relationship or caught feelings for anyone... i dont know if its how he treats me & makes me feel or is it the fact that he took me in after nesha put me out?...

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Antwans POV

alex's whole mood changed when she opened the door, she looked like she was about to break down. i was gone have to handle that later.

" i thought i told you to call before you came mya?" i said as i made my way down the steps.

" you didnt answer... i just wanted to bring kira over so you could see her but now... its gone be more than just that" she said looking up the steps.

i looked back to see what she was looking at , but nothing was there.

"  go in the living room " i said, shutting the front door & locking it.

i followed her to the living room where she sat on the love seat with kira now in her arms. i looked at kira, she kinda did look like me.. we got the same hair & nose.

" i thought about it trip, & i dont wanna be a single mother... i want us to raise kira together as a family"

i sighed. the way i was feeling about alex, the shit wasnt gone happen.

" ima keep it real, iont think ats the best idea, me & you aint never been like that & i kinda got something going on with somebody else... but when it comes to financial support, you dont have no worries & visiting her & stuff im gone be on it " i explained.

" but my feelings that i have for you... im inlove with you & i didnt realize it until today "

she layed kira on the side of her.

" mya, i cant do it. "

" but you can do it with my sister?" she said folding her arms & mean mugging me.

i wan confused. i dont know what her sister had to do with anything.

" mya... the fuck is you talking about dawg?"

" my sister, your new girlfriend?... alex "

i thought for a minute... thats why alex was looking like that.

" thats your sister ? " i asked... pointing upstairs.

" yes , my blood... you can be with her, but not with the mother of your child?"

i wasnt in the mood to talk about us being in the relationship, i was wondering how i was gone fix this whole situation. i felt as if someone had dropped 20 , 50 pound weights on my back. i had caught feelings for this girl & got a baby by her sister. i needed a drink.