The Promise || Jikook [rewriting/reuploading 🙈]

[ Chapter 15 ]

"W-What!" I said as tears were continuously going down. 

"I'm sorry Jimin, we have to do this no matter what, it is for my work and if we didn't go then I might loose my job." My mum said in a sad tone voice. 

I quickly went up to my room and closed the door. I hugged my knees and hid my face.

 How about Jungkook? What is going to happen to him? He will be by himself at school and got no one to sit with nor play with him. What am I going to do?

I sniffed softly 

"Why does it have to be now? I finally know that I have feelings for him but now, I have to go to America and stay there for 5 years without seeing him." I whispered, talking to myself. Why is life so unfair?

*knock knock*

"Jimin sweetie, can I come in?" 

I didn't reply back but instead, I just keep on crying non-stop. 

The door opened and heard footsteps walking up to me then it stopped, I felt someone hugging me. It felt so warm. It felt so comfortable. Something that I haven't felt for so long. I looked up and it was my mum hugging me. 

I hugged her back and cried on her shoulder

"It's okay sweetie, cry on my shoulder as long as you want." My mum said rubbing my back in circles. 

It has been awhile since I hugged my mum because we both have been busy with work and school. I really love my mum, my mother gave me life and never once asked for anything in return. 

She is as constant as the sunrise, the moon, the stars and I count on her. She helps me find my way through the years and makes me laugh while doing it. There are some things that only a mother can do. 

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It has been already 30 minutes and I am still crying on my mum's shoulder. I finally broke the hug. 

"What will happen to Jungkook when we leave him?" 

"I'm not sure sweetie and if you like I can cancel the trip for you." 

Should we cancel the trip? If we do, then I can happily be with Jungkook. 

But how about my mums work? I know that she really love her job and I don't want her to loose it. It will make her sad and I don't want her to be sad. 

What do I do? 

"No, don't cancel the trip. I think I can do it." I said to my mum, wiping my tears. 

"Are you sure sweetie? I don't want you to be sad."

"It's okay eomma. Your work is more important and I don't want you to lose it." I smile at her, showing that it will be alright but on the inside, it is not alright. I just have to be strong. She then smiled back. 

My mum looked at the clock on the wall.

"It is getting late, do you still wanna have dinner?" My mum said as she stood up.

"No, I'm fine. I just wanna sleep." I said to her

"Ok then, good night sweetie." She kissed me on the cheeks 

"Good night eomma" I smiled as she walked towards the door.

As she left, my mood became happy to sad.

I walked to the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. 

I know have red bloodshot eyes from all of that from all of that crying, it makes me feel sleepy. I exit out of the bathroom and went to my closet. I changed into my pajamas and slowly went up to my bed. 

I pulled up my blanket over my shoulder feeling the warmness and hugged my pillow, pretending it was Jungkook. But the pillow is not the same as Jungkook. I began to cry again, me missing Jungkook. I want him to sleep by myside and hug him till I go to sleep. I am going to miss him so much. I don't want to leave him. 

I kept on crying until I close my eyes, dreaming about me and Jungkook playing together in the green fields. 

I am going to miss you. Jungkook.