Brian stole my heart
Chapter 6
Alice's pov
For a week now I have been practically living In The hospital with Brian making sure that he is ok. "Mr may How are you today?" Dr Jensen asked Brian as he walked in "fine thank you how are you?" Brian replied "I'm good thanks I'd just like to tell you that you are being discharged today" the dr said "thank you so much" Brian politely answered shaking the Dr's hand. I handed Brian his spare clothes that I bought him "thank you" he said to me as he kissed my cheek
Brian's pov
I changed in the small bathroom in the hospital room into my casual clothes Alice was waiting outside for me "ready to go?" She asked me "more than ever!" I exclaimed grabbing her hand and interlocking our fingers together "w..would you like to come our for lunch with me like on our first d..date?" I asked nervously scratching my neck she looked at me and chuckled softly "w..what's wrong?" I asked softly "nothing it's just that.." She replied softly "it's ok if you don't want to I understand" I replied I slowly turned on my heel and walked away "of course she would never want to be seen with me I'm a nerd and she's beautiful" I said softly to myself "Brian wait!!" She yelled out but I just ignored her and kept walking home as fast as I could whilst the tears that I was desperately trying to keep the tears that were swimming in my eyes from flowing down my face, but it didn't work by the time I walked inside the tears were streaming swiftly down my face
What was I thinking with a girl like her she's perfect, goddess like and I'm just me nerdy,stupid Brian no one would like me why am I even here I should just die I opened my drawer and pulled out my razor I placed it on my skin I dragged it across my pale skin I winced slightly at the pain but it Dulled away I went to drag it across again "BRIAN WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?" I heard a voice scream out
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Georgia-rose-Deacon
