Make it Through the Day (Young M.A)

1. M.A Bitch

"Iight cut the music." I said to my Rick. "Yo that was nice what's wrong?" I shook my head. It was fire but it's missing something. I feel like I don't have no passion behind this one. Ever since my brother died I haven't been myself lately. But i know that I have to do this for him. "Iight let me take a minute." He nodded and I sat down in the chair. I rolled me up a blunt and lit it up. I kept replaying the lyrics in my head. Trying to find out the right words. Damn this is crazy I never had a problem writing a song before. This break up is really getting to me. Damn this shit is stinging. This fucking pain is crazy. Somebody else holding her down I can't live like that. I can't do it, this shit is crazy. "Yo run it back."

Uh, driving through Brooklyn sipping this Hennessey
I knew this break up would get to me eventually
I'm all drunk and shit, look what you did to me
I wonder if you still love me or even missing me
Or even mention me
Fucking these bitches ain't helping my pain mentally
Only physically
Cause I don't love em I don't give a fuck about em
They only good for a nut, shit I'm better off without em

You said you heard I was doing me
But what you heard and what they said got to do with me
I know I hurt you more then once and yea that's true indeed
But now you fucking with somebody, damn who is she?
I know a way a nigga living is whack but you don't get a nigga back like that
You got me smoking this black thinking sipping this yak
Mind racing now I'm mad now Im gripping this gat

Somebody else making you smile, I can't live with that
Somebody else holding you down, I can't live with that
You outta my world I can't live like that
See I was just fucking them girls I was gon' get right back
I swear I was gon' get right back
How you gon' ride around in someone else whip like that
Fckk around and get a dike bitch clip like that
I should've known it was somebody how you dip like that
How you switch like that
And you ain't even flip like that
You just left and let it end like that
But I was wrong so I can't even trip like that
But its crazy how that pain can just hit like that

Uh, I just wanna call your phone and apologize
But my pride got me colder than some haagen-daz
I can't cry but know its tears there behind my eyes
And honestly I had a lot of truth behind them lies
But how could you be feeling someone else
I thought that you was focused on yourself
Getting money yea, focused on your wealth
I guess you was just speaking for your health
And I know I ain't shit but this is it
You really just gone throw away all the time that we spent?
All the places we been
My lover, partner, and friend
Remember I took a fifth the day I said I commit
Damn
Damn its really hitting home
I guess I never realized I made you feel alone
This right here really hit a bone
That's why I'm writing, I mean typing got me in the mode
I'm in the zone got the beat playing through my phone
Karma was plotting on my ass, damn I should've known
I know this gone be a bumpy road
But I gotta suck it up like a runny nose.

"Yo that was it right there." Ricky said as i got out of the booth. "Yo ima catch you tomorrow man. I got some business to handle." I walked out the studio and went to my car. I looked at my phone to see if she had hit me up at all. Nothing. Just a bunch of likes on my pictures. Maybe I should call her up. I scrolled thru my contacts to find Imani's name. I took a deep breath and pressed it. It rung three times and finally she answered. "What do you want Kat." I sighed and rolled my eyes. "Yo i just want to sit down and talk." I tapped my foot on the ground waiting for her to agree. "Yeah sure whatever we can talk meet me at my place. In ten." I nodded and hung up the phone. Damn what am I going to say to her. I opened my fucking mouth for me not even to know what the fuck ima say.