Make it Through the Day (Young M.A)

(8) No Trust

Recap
Im a lying bitch that all the niggas lust for. But at this point I'm just someone doing a little "community service" for a good friend of mine. Kat you better watch what you do. Speak no Evil.

Kat's POV
I woke up to an empty bed. I was alone and I know I didn't go to bed alone. I turned on my back and looked up to the ceiling. I sighed knowing what I was getting myself into was about to cost me. I sat up in the bed and smelt the sweet smell of homemade pancakes eggs and bacon being cooked. I smiled and walked to the kitchen. There I saw Imani dressed in some nice lingerie and her ass cheeks hanging out. "Shit" I said under my breath. She stopped what she was doing and looked up. She smiled and giggled. "You like what you see?" She asked as she put the spoon down. She walked over to me very sexually and grabbed hold to my two braids. She pecked my lips and started to roam her hands around my body. As bad as I wanted to I knew I couldn't. This wasn't going to work no matter how hard I tried to make it work. "Sweetheart we can't. " I said getting weak from how she was kissing on me. I gently pushed her off and she looked upset. "Why can't we be together." She asked me. I sighed and gave her that look. "You know why, you wanted Chrisay member?" She sighed and fixed my plate. I said thank you and started to eat. She was always a good cook. This is definitely something I miss.  "Listen thank you for breakfast and all that but I have to run. I have some studio time and you know i gotta do what I gotta do." She nodded. She looked very sad and hurt. I walked up to her and hugged her tight. I kissed her lips and then her forehead. "I'll see you around." I said as i picked up my hat and headed out the door.

I stepped outside and sighed. I started to walk to my car and then I received a phonecall. "Hello." I said waiting for the other person to talk. "Hey baby wanna go to dinner tonight." It was Julia. And quite frankly dinner is what I could use tonight. "Yeah sure. I'll pick you up around 8pm just text me the address. " She reassured me that she was going to do it and then hung up. I got in my car and drove to the studio. Hopefully I could get some work done today with no interruptions.

5 minutes later

I walked into the studio and saw my niggas chilling. "Wassup bro where you been." Eli asked me. "Man I was at Imani's crib her dyke ass girlfriend beat her up and then this morning Imani tried to give me some after she cooked my breakfast. "  Everyone started laughing I just smiled. "It aint cool that I'm being threatened by her bitch." Keyz nodded. "Ayo bro let's get in the booth and see you work some magic. They played a beat and I just let it speak to me. I just spit what I felt.

Liquor stores on the corner, they tryna line us
Go to white neighborhoods, you hardly find one
It's a cold world, that's why we hold heat
Either your pops in jail, dead, or a deadbeat
We gotta eat by any means necessary
Cause niggas hustle from February to February
And ain't no telling how many niggas in cemeteries
It hurt to see my brother's name on that obituary
They tryna bring us down but fuck 'em, we ain't breaking
And for my brother, I promised that nigga that I'ma make it.

I just kept playing that verse in my head. Thinking about my brother, how my mother felt. I couldn't handle it. I dropped the headphones and walked out of the booth I walked straight out the building with Keyz and Pvnch following me. "Bro what good with you." They asked me. "Nothing I'm just not into it today." All of a sudden a car pulled up and rolled the window down. Shots fired. Nearly missing me. We all pulled out our guns shooting back.  Pvnch was shot in the shoulder and Keyz in the knee. I continued to shoot at the car as it was speeding away. I hit a tire and the car went crashing into a pole. I pulled out my phone and called 9-1-1. "9-1-1 what is your emergency. " the lady said. "My brothers have been shot please send someone to 1122 Jessica Ave." The dispatcher said okay and I yelled for the others. "Yo yall alright it's gonna be okay it's just a small hole. Yall will be straight." I tried to reassure them and trying to keep myself calm. This couldn't be happening right now. I can't lose no one else.