Love Is So Hard

Were not all forgiven

Thursday (after college).....

As I walk over the to the coffee shop I spot the gang and run over."Hi guys" nobody speaks.Amy doesn't even glance at me.As we to sit down nobody speaks even then.When we sit down for about five minutes I manage to bring up the courage to talk."Guys what happened yesterday was wrong I know that but I'm going to the old people's home with Ryan so it will make up for it." Ryan shakes his head and says with venom laced with his words."You unbelievable Sarah, yeah we know what Courtney did to your brother was horrible,That doesn't matter you get to beat her to a pulp."Ryan gets up and still hasn't finished."I'm only doing that old home for one reason and one reason only because I'm sorry for it,but I don't even know if you are."With that he walks of to sit on another table and Lucy follows giving me glares.

I look down and drink my coffee with Luke and Rick staring at me."I think somehow were not done on this topic."I whisper.I then blurt out."I'm sorry ."I whisper.Luke stands up and quickly say's with anger "I don't know why we even bothered being friends with you,I'm starting to think you belong in a mental asylum."He goes over to Lucy and Ryan.Rick glares at me."What you did is crazy Sarah, I think you need to get away from all of us.Everything you say,do and touch causes harm pain and suffering."With those words he walks of following Luke.With those words I felt different emotions.Mostly sharp pain crossing my heart.

I look around and realise Amy is still next to me.I say with a sad voice "why haven't you left me?" She smiles and says "we're best friends no matter what we have to stick next to each other.Everyone else has deserted you Sarah,I think you need someone and what they said will hurt and sting,You have probably learnt your lesson and will never do it again.In away everyone makes mistakes and you need a friend."She smiles and pulls me in a hug.

Authors note....

Hi guys,I personally think I did really well,I put a lot into this one.Maybe you guys can tell me how it went?Also how much my writing has changed since my first chapter?:)