Love Is So Hard

Getting Ready

2 days later...

I'm in a van with men and women putting a radio transmitter on me.Also a ear piece just in case it goes wrong.I have a tight knot at the bottom of my stomach.

I don't know why though.It should be a good thing we're getting Mai but if only I payed more attention in that store.If only I did as I was told but if I did wouldn't I be dead by now?

I shake that thought out of my head.I look outside the window.I notice were outside a pier on a beach.I hope Mai is okay.I try to calm myself down.

Flashback...

"Mum why is daddy leaving?"She looks at me with sadness in her eyes but that sadness turned into anger."This is your fault Sarah.You make mistakes I'm not surprised if something is wrong with you."

End of flashback...

A women starts talking to me."Remember Sarah how you felt when you were I'll?" I nod."She feels like that at the moment but you need to approach her like you wanted someone to approach you.Think like she would.Remember she can convince you easily also she is unfit to look after anyone."

The van doors are slide open then a gust of wind catches my breath.All I hear is someone saying."Good luck"