Love Is So Hard

Mixed Feelings

Sarah's pov.

I don't know what to think but my hands are shaking.I have this sick feeling in my stomach and there are tears in my eyes.

I don't know why but I feel sorry for Ryan.I know what he did to me was bad but nobody deserves that not even Courtney.

I do the only thing I came here for I went to my therapist and talked to her.

To be honest being in this mental unit is nice and peaceful but the rules are really annoying.Here is my time table.

Wake up and get changed by 10 eat breakfast then and 11 go to the therapist till 12:30 have lunch.Then do catch up with collage then have therapy at 2:30 till 5:00.Have tea and chill out till 9:00 then catch up with collage again till 10:00.Then lights out at 10:30.

The only good thing that has come out of it is that I've caught up with my collage class!!!So when I get out after Christmas I get to go back!whoppee!

Though now I'm running I run into my therapists room luckily now ones in there expect from her and cry.

I sit there and all the memories come flashing back over the months.My head feels dizzy from thinking about it.Thats when I tell the therapist everything even my mixed feelings...

Authors note...

Hi guys.
Hope your enjoying the book so far!:)