Trina.. Woman of steel

November 19

19th November 2550

I was at foul mood that night, not wanting to listen to anyone because of Fang. Yes, I will blame it on him. He still did not tell me the cause of his bruises and would walk away. Well, I will get out what I want from him. Though Glitter was upset and not talking to me anymore, I had to force her to talk to me once again.

Mid lesson, when Fang was in my class, he made way to the toilet, I had done a really grave move of following him behind, just to fill my curiosity.

Guess the lesson of curiosity killing the cat thing never got to my head.

Just as he was walking outside the janitor closet, I used my powers to open the door and push him in as I entered, locking to closet (still boggles me how I have been able to gain the courage to do such thing.. but I guess Glitter was right on saying that I have changed alot since that conversation 2 days ago) I seriously did not like the place as well as what I was doing. In pursuit of verbal answers, I am bunking class and the first rule in my good girl handbook is to NEVER bunk any class for any reason that is not either washroom emergency or natural disasters.

I looked at him, my heartbeat 100 miles per second. I have never been alone in a room this small with the opposite gender and I could not just make eye contact with him, knowing that his eyes will scare me.

No, his eyes didn't. You have been liling them, my inner Trina started her usual roars. He started retreating. Was I that bad? Did my makeup wear off? Or even worse, was I sweaty and having bad breath?

I started to suddenly feel a bit more self conscious and that is purely because I pride myself to look decent around anyone. I broke the rather awkward silence between us as I saw Fang still shocked as he saw me, “Now you will tell me what happened that night.” Fang suddenly started smirking. I was bewildered. Why was he giving me that smile. The smile was so bright and infectious. Wait.. was I complimenting his smile? No way.. I never said that. Forget it..

Fang then replied smoothly, “Lets do it truth or dare style then.” What did he just say? Well.. “So, mine is.. truth?” it sounded more of a question. He was continuing with a glint of humour in his tone, “ Well, I take the dare.” Oh, so he will just say a dare. Wait, seeing the mischievous smile on his face is he going to… nonononono please don’t. He stated what I did not want him to, “I dare you to kiss me.”

At first I was totally petrified then later, I got an smart-ass plan. Bet this will cause him to never dare me anything. I nodded, trying to bite away my sly smirk. Hehe.. Then I started, “So.. what’s your answer?” Fang takes a deep breath then replies, “ I got into a fight.” That’s all? Nope, I need some more. I continued, “With whom?” Fang looked up with a gleam in his eyes, “I already answered your answer.” Damn this boy! He then continued, “My kiss?” This boy.. I got closer and closer, even Fang’s head leaned closer in slow motion and the closer I got, I got even more enticed when taking a look at his lips. They were good, great in a sort of way too, but I need to keep my plan intact. I cannot screw up. As we got closer, just when we were 2 inches apart, I lifted my palm, kissed it and blew it towards him before bursting into fits of laughter. Boy.. I love this thing. Fang’s face was priceless. It was total shock and embarrassment as his eyes widen at the joke. Still while giggling, I moved towards the door to unlatch it. My eyes were shut due to laughing to hard as tears threaten to spill out of my eyes, as I reached for the door knob, I felt something, something hard. I stopped my laughing immediately and looked behind. Fang was looking at my with a smirk. What was he up too? He then explained, “Guess your waste of time not to get what you want to get. As he turned around to leave I lunged on him and pinned him down (of course with the help of my powers, don’t think ill ever do it alone. He is too strong which reminds me to build up my muscles.). He stared me and HE started to laugh. Then, it dawned on me…

I was desperate

Desperate for Fang

And this was not supposed to be happening. I burned with rage as I started smacking him with my wrists which were of no use as I screamed at him to stop laughing. But no, he continued laughing and laughing, more then how much I laughed. As I got irritated, I decided to leave. Fang then pinned ME to the door. As I turned to look at him. His deep hazel brown eyes bore into mine, upset written as he talked, seriously, “Do you REALLY want to know who I had I fight with that day?” It was as if the news was too alarming for me. No way, what news can be too alarming for me? No way, no way.

He answered in a very delicate and slow manner, “Helia.” As he instantly escaped from the janitors closet, mouthing a ‘I’m sorry’. WHAT! WHAT! WHAT! This was not supposed to be happening. How can the person who I fell for actually do this? He was totally locked in my opinion. I wanted him, I badly wanted him. Was it that Fang wanted me, that’s why he lied to me? That Helia was bad?

Was Helia bad?

Or was Fang bad?

I would have immediately chosen Fang as the bad guy. But, but something tells me that he was good and deserved to be trusted. If not i could have not believed them in the first place. But then at the same time, it was my plan to ‘choose’ Fang. No.. What is happening?

Oh god, why does this happen to me only!!!