Lyrical Torch(My Original Songs)

27. Randomness (Full Rap)

Smiles turned into a sudden tragedy
The fire faded away into the dark
The laughter turned into a soulless sorrow
That even the stars were not promised for the night tomorrow
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Colors left behind
Are mixtures of black and white
Pictures in my head
Screaming light and dark
Sunshine's turned into rays of lust
And the lover I had, was long gone
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I say
Don't wait for me
I ain't coming back no more
Don't stay up for me
I ain't coming home no more
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But deep down
I keep waiting
For you, for me, for us
For what we had
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But taking to you was like a domino game
Take the wrong step,
Do the wrong things
And it goes falling back again
Everything I did Was like a domino game
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Gotta say the right words
Do the right things
Act the right way
Walk the right way
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Looks like imma be dancing away my sorrows
Drinking away my fears
Praying for days for my 'morrow
Wiping away these tears
Praying for plains on mount 'jaro
Turning deaf ears to these jeers
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The headlines on tv
The exclamations on screens
The voices on the radio
The songs preaching my deeds
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But I can't help but wait
I keep looking and counting the dates
I know you ain't coming back no more
But I can't help but wait
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All the laughter came crashing down in one accident
All the pain came pouncing down in extravagance
All the hate came coming down in randomness
And all the shame came a-dancing in savageness
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I guess that's how things have always been
I guess I should have foreseen
I guess I should have left
Before my eyes were blinded by living in these smokescreens
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Little by little
My heart no longer beats with yours
Little by little
The mini windows, turn to bolted doors
Little by little
A kiss becomes a favor
Little by little
Something we no longer savor
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Looks like our romance ends here...tonight
It's better to watch our lives afar
Cause it's too cruel up close
I know it sounds vain and low of life
But these are ma thoughts
And what I think tonight
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