Confusion=Stress

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(Continues right from the last chapter!)

We let go painting hard, blushing like crazy, as millions of questions zoomed through my head...

Why did he kiss Lexy if there not dating? Are me and Christopher really dating? Does he like Lexy instead of me? If so, why is he still here with me!? Oh my god I just want to scream! Too many Questions...

"Jesus Christ give me a second..." I said as I ran out of the gym. It was dumping outside. Thunder rumbled making me jump. I put on my hood then dashed away from the gym.

"Maliyah!" I heard Christopher call out over the rain. He came running tward me. I kept running. Good thing I had my bag.

I felt something hit my head. I took it off, but it disappeared really fast. It was about to hail... I turned a corner and hid in a bush as quickly as possible. I saw Christopher turned as looked around.

"Maliyah! Ugh, what did I do..." She yelled then mumbled to himself. Then he dashed off.

As soon as I thought he was gone, I got up and dashed to my house. I climbed over the gate and into my window. I looked over to my clock. 5:02. I got changed into some new clothes and hopped in bed. I immediately fell asleep.

October 9, 2020.

School was cancelled yesterday, due to the fact that it was hailing. All I did yesterday was think. I though about if I should even talk to Christopher or not. I was so confused...

I got a text message from Sabrina at 6:39 in the morning.

Sabribri: Hai

Me: Hey

Sabribri: How's school been? With Christopher and all 😉

Me: Let's not talk about Christopher, ok?

Sabribri: Wait, did you guys break up!?

Me: No, just... Here, let me call you.

I then called Sabrina. There was no hesitation as I called.

"Maliyah? Is everything all right?" She asked sounding worried.

"Well... So, a lot has been going on at school lately. Everybody has been... Doing things to me because I was with Christopher and-"

"What did they do!?"

"They... Punched and kicked me... Called me names like 'bitch' and 'asshole' and they told me... Told me that I should die... Tuesday, Lexy kissed me. The next day, I... I caught Lexy and Christopher kissing... So I went on the roof, and I... I tried to commit suicide Sabrina..."

"..."

"I'm coming Maliyah."

"What?"

"I said I'm coming. I'm coming home right now. I'll be back tonight."

"Sabrina, you don't have to-"

"I'm coming Maliyah, and I'm dead serious."

Then she hung up.

Well, I have someone coming...

I put on my black Jeggings, Purple Hoody, and my Navy blue with gray laces Converse.

I walked into the living room and everyone stared at me with Confused faces.

"What?" I asked.

"When...? N-Never mind. There's some bacon in the kitchen for you..." My mom said. I nodded my head slowly, and walk into the kitchen. I grab some bacon and go back to my room, grab my backpack, and left the house.

Once I was around the corner of the school, I went to push up my glasses. They weren't there... Crap. I looked up and realized everything was blurry.

I left my god damn glasses at home... Well, I'm screwed...

I walked into the school with my head down and my book in my hands.

"Oh look! Retards' all alone! Did Christopher finally break up with you cause he realized you were a dumbass whore!?" I heard a voice.

"Omg look at that piece of bullcrap!"

"Yeah! It looks soooo disgusting!"

"Glad Christopher came to his senses and realized she was a bitch!"

"Yeah! He should get back with Lexy!"

"Rumor has it that Christopher kissed Lexy in front of Retard!"

"Oh my god how smart!"

I just kept walking. So my name was now retard... I looked up and in the crown of people, I saw Christopher. We met eyes, I looked back down and stormed down an empty hallway.

I sat down against the way next to the corner. I took out my phone. I texted Sabrina.

Me: I really need you right now. It's so stressing... I can't wait till you come back... Thank u for being there for me...

I put my phone back in my bag. I looked down at my lap as tears flowed into my eyes.

"Hey Retard. Look up at me." I heard a deep voice say. I kept my head down.

"I said look at me!"

I kept my head down. I regret that.

He grabbed the collar of my sweatshirt. It brought me off my feet. He looked me in the eyes.

"When I tell you to do something, you do it, understand me!?"

I nodded my head yes.

"Ok. Now let me ask you a question. Why did you take Christopher away from Lexy?" He said as he put me down.

"I-I didn't! I-I swear!"

"We can do this the easy or the hard way. Ill as you again. Why did you take Christopher away from Lexy?"

"I-I'm telling you, I-I didn't!" I said.

He slapped me. I backed up against the wall. He slammed his his hands on the wall beside my head.

"Stop lying! Answer my question, and answer it correctly. Why!?"

"I DIDN'T!" I screamed then kicked his dick. Whoops...

"SHIT!!!" He screamed. His hands immediately went on it. I then grabbed my bag and ran.

"OH, ITS NOT GOING TO BE THIS WAY, RETARD!!!! IM COMING!!!!" I looked back and I saw him dashed down the hall. I pushed through the crowd of people, trying to get as far away from that psycho as possible.

I came to a intersection. I looked behind me. He was coming and knocking down people in his path. I ran into one of the crowds and dashing into the bathroom. I went into a stall and stood in there for awhile.

I peered out of the bathroom. He wasn't in sight. I snuck out and looked around. I saw Christopher look at me. I then took off to an old abandon room. There was literally nothing in it. I sat there.

And I thought of something again...

I was about to attempt suicide again...

Hi people's! Do you think I'm doing too much with this story?

I don't know...

Bye!😘

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