Sad Love Stories

Keep Hold Of The Good Things

Now, close your eyes. Imagine your closest friends, remember all of your bitter sweet moments, remember the first time you got a broken heart, the first time you kissed someones, when you said 'i love you' to someone, when you said 'goodbye', when you said 'sorry' and 'thank you'. Now, let me tell you something: not all those memories can happened again. Learn to appreciate everything you have or had.

I had a bestfriend at elementary school, she wad like my own sister. We shared everything like, she know the worst part of me, and I knew the worst of her. But then we got to middle school, find new friends, and moving always be the hardest part. And i moved to another state, left her. Sometimes, i missed her. But, by then i got used to my life without her and i forgot about her, about us, about our friendship. When i was preparing for my flight she said to keep in touch and i agree.

But, yeah, i was acting like a jerk, i didn't care. I know everything about her through my grandma, she always told me if she asked about mr. It was just so hard for me to say hi and how are you. i was so busy with my new life. Until when i went to my grandma's house, i found it out. She passed away.

Brain cancer. She wasn't strong enough to fight the cancer. You guys have no idea how i felt. It knocked me down, when i heard it from her mom all i could do was just cry. I felt so mad with myself. How could i have called myself her bestfriend if i didn't even know that she was struggling with cancer?! Her lips turned blue almost black, her hair started fall off, her body.... oh God...

She was often said "Darl, everything that might come up, face it, don't ever dare to bow your head, wipe your tears, don't let them laugh at your weakness. Look at me, you have to promise me that you won't ever give up to fight. I always stay right behind your back and i will catch you before you even touch the ground. I love you." and i wasn't really listening her until now.

For you, My dear angel..
Thanks for had been the best thing that have ever happening to me.
I'm sorry for everything.
I'm sorry for let you through all that pain alone.
I'm sorry for too busy with my own life.
I'm sorry for... ignoring you.
I always pray for you

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