Sad Love Stories

A Friends Death

I still remember hanging out with him it was like it was just yesterday...but its been 6 years since i last saw him.

we were walking home from the corner store back to my house we had seen a black van following us on our way home we didn't really care so we just kept walking and talking. When we got home we stayed inside my house until 1 am we went to my front porch smoking and talking about all the crazy things we have done in our lives. We had seen the same black truck pass by my house a couple times but we didn't really pay attention to it until the last time they passed.

I saw them roll down the window and take out a gun I was too slow to react to it they were aiming at me and when he shot he got in the way and they got him instead I saw the bullet go right through his chest as he fell to the ground caught you and they left I picked him up and laid him on my lap I prayed and yelled for him to breath I called the cops and the ambulance I kept telling him "they're on their way, they're on their way don't give up on me please don't give up on me I need you, I need you" ...but it was already too late

the day of your funeral I was the last one to leave I talked to you at your grave telling you it was suppose to be me in that casket not you. I prayed for him every time wishing he could,come back even though I knew he wasn't.

after his death I saw no point in life I saw no point in breathing I thought I was a waste of space on this earth. I tried to commit suicide, I tried to overdose on drugs, I cut myself, I did anything just to get rid of the pain of his death but I couldn't... I missed him so much that everything I do all my success goes to him if it weren't for him I wouldn't even be here right now I would be dead, which is what I deserved .

I still remember hanging out with him it was like it was just yesterday...but its been 6 years since i last saw him... 6 years since his death