16 - Love you, Goodbye
'If tomorrow you won't be mine. Let me give it to you one last time. Oh baby let me love you goodbye.'
Chanyeol POV
I drove back to our house that morning and figured Baekhyun is still asleep as the house was quiet. I hung my coat and keys before trudging up the stairs to our room. "Baekie..." I called out, opening the door.
I don't know whether to be happy or mad at the sight that I see. Baekhyun and Lay-hyung cuddling whilst sleeping. Why are they always together whenever I'm not around? Does Lay-hyung like Baekhyun or something? Is there something going on between them that I'm not aware of?
Lay stirred in his sleep and sat up slowly, rubbing his eyes with the back of his hand. He blinked a couple times before setting his eyes on me. "Oh Chanyeol-ah. You're back." he said before getting up to go the bathroom.
I walked closer to Baekhyun and saw a dry tear track on his cheek. "Baekkie, wake up."I said softly. He moaned a "Leave me alone." before hiding his face into the pillow.
"Sehun said something last night to me." I started, knowing he is listening. "He asked whether I could stay with him. Said that he kept getting nightmares whenever he sleeps alone. Do you mind if I sleep at his place for the time being? Just until the nightmare stops." I said. He didn't move or utter any words.
"Baek-" "He was here last night." he cut me off. He? Lay-hyung? I think I know that since he went out few minuted ago. "Lay- hyung?" I asked he shook his head. "Aniya. Min Yoongi." He said. I froze hearing that name. He's back. "Oh." I said. What else am I suppose to say? Does this mean it's all over for us? Does he want to get back together with him?
"I think we should break it off." He said. He sat up and looked at me. His face occupied with tears streaming down his cheeks, and so was mine. "Baekkie, p-please don't do this." I sobbed and took his hand in mine. He looked down. "I can't. It hurts so much. Seeing you with Sehun. Knowing he can make you smile and laugh. The way he had an effect on you when he was in coma. That's just- it makes me think that maybe, just maybe you love him too. More than friend or a brother." he said.
"No no. Baekhyun, god no. I don't love him. I love you. You're the only one I love, no one else. Please, we can work this out." I said and wiped the tears cascading his face. He shook his head and took a deep shaky breath. "If we continue this, we would only hurt both of us. We've been selfish to both ourselves, it's time to see the bigger picture. Maybe this isn't meant to be. Maybe, you belong to someone else and same goes to myself." I shook my head. "No. I don't believe that shit. I don't want someone else. I want you." I sobbed.
"I'm sorry baby, it's better this way."he said. I pulled him towards me, hugging him tightly. I shut my eyes, hoping for it to be a dream. "I love you Baekkie." I cried out and he nod his head. "I love you too." he leaned back and looked at me in the eye. "Stop crying please. It hurts to see you in pain." he said and wiped my tears. His finger an inched a way from my lips as it situated on the corner of my lips.
He leaned in and kissed my lips. The kiss brings back to times we spent together for the past couple of months. The time we went to our first date, monthsaries, birthdays. He pulled back and rest his forehead on mine.
"I love you so much." I said and kissed his nose. "You should get going. You have meeting with the hyungs." he said.
"It's really over eh?" I chuckled bitterly. "For the better future." he said and I nod my head. "See you Byun Baekhyun." I gave him one last smile before exiting the room.
I went to my own room and started to pack my bags. Everything were casually thrown into my luggage and I wiped my tears roughly and sniffed.
This is pathetic. I lost the one I love and here I am, crying like a baby. I took all my belongings and went downstairs to meet Lay-hyung. "Hey-Oh woah okay. What's going on?" he asked, face contort in confusion. "I decided to move in with Sehun." I stated shortly and went out of the house.
Baekhyun POV
"Baekhyun-ah?" Lay called out and his head peeked in from the door. I was on my bed, face plant onto my pillow as I cry my eyes out at what happened.
I had to remind myself that it's for the better, that Chanyeol needs Sehun more than he needs me, they need each other more. I can't be selfish and keep Chanyeol all to myself.
I heard Lay sighed and the bed dipped as I felt his hand rubbing my back to comfort me. "I'm here for you. Just cry it all out if it makes you feel better." he told me.
If you love someone, you have to let them go right?
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