Baekkie, Let Me Love You. [ChanBaek COMPLETED]

Chapter 18 - Lost My Running Shoes

Chapter 18 - Lost My Running Shoes

'When you're alone. Do you think of me.When you love, do you love for me like harmony a never ending dream.'

Chanyeol POV

"Hyungie. Let's go hang at Baekhyun's house today. I want to play his gaming systems." Sehun said and cuddle to my side. I smiled at him. "Okay, anything you want." I ruffled his hair and got up and took my coat as did he.

It was only 20 minutes drive from here to there and as soon as we got there, Sehun grabbed my hand and held it in his. We walked hand in hand and I rang his doorbell. Baekhyun opened the door and he was shirtless with pyjama bottom. "Wah hyung, you got good body." Sehun said to him, making him chuckled.

I scowled. No one is allowed to compliment my Baekhyun. No one is suppose to see his body but me.

Baekhyun led us all in and I looked around the familiar surrounding. It's as if I could almost envision each and every memories I had living in this house. "Well you guys can go start setting up the game whilst I go search for a shirt." he said.

"I prefer you without one." Sehun joked, making Baekhyun blushed whilst laughing. "Shut up maknae." Baekhyun flick Sehun's forehead and went up the stairs.

"I'll be right back, I need to go pee." I told him and he 'mhm'-ed as a response. I went up the stairs and immediately went to Baekhyun's room. I didn't bother to knock and went straigth in. His back was facing me as he look for a shirt in his closet. I walked towards him quietly and hugged him from behind.

He gasped and squirmed in my grip. "Stop. Just let me hold you for a moment." I whispered into his ear and he stopped abruptly. I closed my eyes and inhaled his familiar scent, one that I grew fond of as I took notice of my feelings for him. "This is wrong." he said quietly.

"How do you do it? How is it you're fine and happy after everything? I can't even sleep properly at night without having you in my arms. I cry every night just so I get tired and make myself sleep quickly."

He didn't give me any response as he stood still;stiff.

"Whenever I'm alone, my mind seem to always go back to you, to us, to the time we spent together. But you, how are you doing so fine? I thought you said we would be together forever, you said it yourself. But what is all this? Are all your words lies?" I took a deep breath after releasing everything I felt inside.

It felt better but the empty hole in my heart still there, waiting for a certain boy named Byun Baekhyun to fill it.

"Chanyeol-ah. Sehun is waiting for us downstairs." he said. I clenched my jaw. "No. This is what you always do! You avoid everything. You run from everything." I told him and he squirmed in my grasp again, using more force than usual.

I released him and he turn around to face me. "You think this is easy for me? How do you feel if you see the person you loved goes out with someone you're close with. Dating someone who they say they won't and have no feeling for? Huh? Answer that Chanyeol." he said, getting louder each time.

I would feel like shit?

I opened my mouth to say something, but close it back, like a fish in dry land. "Exactly. Running away from things isn't bad, especially when it's this kind of situation." he spoke bitterly, eyes glaring daggers at me.

I admit that running away is better than staying at a place where it hurts you. But running is so tiring for me already. I just want to rest, sit and not cry.

He put on his shirt and walked away from me. I turned around. "If you're so good at running," He stopped walking. "Then run back into my arms. Run back to me." I finished my sentence. He chuckled.

"I've lost my running shoes for that." he said and went out of the room.

One by one, tears sprung out of my eyes and I had to take a quiet deep breath in order to cry quietly. It's really easy if you're someone who does it a lot.