a love like war

Runaway

That's what Clarissa's hair looks like up above and below are the boys <3 and chuck

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It has been three months since I met the boys. They trained me and had me read books on pretty much everything. I felt arms going around my waist and I know it's Dean. We have been together for two months. What changed? Well, let's just say I almost got killed by a vampire.
"Baby, come to bed please." He begged and kissed my neck. I smirked then turned around.
"Okay, you win." I got up and we headed to bed. I climbed in then Dean climbed into bed and I snuggled up to him. He started to play my hair.
"I know your secret." He whispered and I froze. I was confused because I'm not half demon. At least Sam, Castiel and I don't think so.
"D-Dean?" He turned his back to me and laid there in shock. He fell asleep and I got up quietly. He tries to do this every day but Sam normally stops him. I wrote a note.

Dear whoever,
I can't handle it anymore so goodbye. I wish it never came to it but it did. I AM SORRY AND DONT LOOK FOR ME,
YOURS TRULY,
CLARISSA

I grabbed what I had and I left. Goodbye Dean and Sam and Castiel.

(Deans POV)
I woke up noticing that she left. I woke Sam up and told him.
"What? Wait where is Clarissa?" Sam asked.
"I said it again." I confessed.
"Smooth. Well, let's go." I nodded then saw the note. I read it and then handed it to Sam. He read it and looked at me.
"You really messed up." Was all that he said to me and that's when we left. I let Sam drive as we headed to Bobby's house. I hope she might be there.

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(Clarissa's POV)
I asked Bobby if I could live with him for a while. He did not care and he is not home anyways. I entered the house and was greeted by a worried looking Castiel.
"Clarissa, thank my father your okay." He hugged me.
"Cass, I am fine."
"I see that. Between Sam and Dean praying I thought the worse."
"Geeze Castiel. First you act like you hate me now your worried."
"Well, I did." He told me honestly.
"Wow, forgot angels never lie." I said and sat down on the couch.
"Clarissa, Dean doesn't love you."
"That's rich Castiel! You don't even understand what the word means." I told him and I went to the spare room. Ho followed me.
"Clarissa you don't get it."
"Don't Castiel, just stop." I said and I laid on the bed.
"I do understand love because I - I love you." Just then Dean and Sam came in and Castiel flew away probably scared. I made sure I gave Dean a glare.
"Clarissa come on." Sam said.
"No. I will stay here."
"Why?" Dean asked.
" Because I don't want to and also Castiel said that he loves me and you never said anything like that to me. Then you scared him and he flew away."
"WHAT!!" Dean roared.
"Dean shut up. I saw the way you look at other women. You don't deserve her." Sam said but Dean was still a little angry.
"Fine." Dean left angry and Castiel appeared beside me. I got up and smiled giving him a hug.
"I will join you guys but Cass comes with." I told Sam and he nodded.
"Okay now lets go before Dean leaves us." Sam said and we left. In the car Castiel held me and I fell asleep.

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Five hours later
I woke up and looked around taking in the outside scenery. We were still in the car.
"So what are we going to do?" I asked and they smiled.
"Clarissa, you are going to do some research. Castiel you c-" Sam stopped when we noticed him gone.
"Maybe he had to leave and do something important." I said.
"Yeah... Lets get some rest and start in the morning." Dean said and we nodded.
"Take my bed." Sam told me and I smiled. I laid down and fell asleep.

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Twenty four hours later
"Damn it, Jimmy! Demons have your family. You need to stay with Clarissa and Sam will go with me-"
"No. I will go with." I heard the door close and I waited a while for them to leave. Then I got up and took a shower, got dressed and followed the boys. I made it to where they were in about 2 hours. What I saw was unexpected and heartbreaking.