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chapter 17 ··trying to get over you··

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*SOFIA'S P.O.V.*

i feel like i've been living in hell.

ollie rought me over to meryl's

house and it was no fun.

i had to reexplain my whole month

to her while crying and sobbing.

thank god she understood... she's

like a second mom to me

and i'm the daughter she never

had.

after that ollie drove me back to my

house i got out ice cream and

watched twilight for the rest of the

day.

and that's how i've been for the

rest of the week.

bea came over and comforted me,

and if one of the lads came over

she kicked him out.

eve if it is only a week, i've changed

a lot, i started to somke, lucky

strikes, only those, and i only

smoke after crying orroundabout

that.

but never in front of bea.

i always have my perfume 'amour

amour' next to me.

so here i am, taking off from work,

eating ice cream watchin titanic

while smoking tabacco.

so pratically waiting for god to

enlighten me.

so god, whenever you're ready, tell

me, and i'm on it.

"sofia what are- ARE YOU

SMOKING?!" bea shrieked

shit.

she runs over and takes the

cigarette out of my hand.

"that's bad for you!"

"you're not my mom, so you can't

tell me what to do"

i am sooo high

"yes i am, now o to your room"

"but mom-"

"i said go"

*BEA'S P.O.V.*

i can't believe it.

SOFIA WAS SMOKING!

i don't know what to do, this is

crushing her.

i'm calling francesco...