Her Wish. ✔️

Chapter Forty Nine

Omnia's POV.

"Omnia" was the last thing I heard before I felt myself fall onto a soft body. Opening my eyes slowly I see my knight and shining armour , Amir wrapping his hands around me.

"Are you hurt anywhere?" Amir quickly starts to check me all over, I shook my head but he didn't stop searching me until he felt satisfied. He finally grabs my head with both of his hands and made me look up at him.

"Alhamdullilah you are okay" he slowly kisses my forehead as he once again hugs me.

Get back up what are you doing? The child's voice says, when I heard it I quickly tried to get up but Amir grabbed hold of me even tighter.

"Amir please I want him to forgive me he is saying he won't forgive me until..." But before I could even finish my sentence he pulled me tighter to him and muffled my words.

"Please don't finish your sentence, I love you Omnia and I don't see myself living without you, you are Hayati without you I don't know what I would do, and until our time comes I want you to be by my side" he slowly started to stroke my back. Just when I thought he was going to let me go he started to read Ayat Al-Kursi.

Allah - there is no deity except Him, the Ever-Living, the Sustainer of [all] existence. Neither drowsiness overtakes Him nor sleep. To Him belongs whatever is in the heavens and whatever is on the earth. Who is it that can intercede with Him except by His permission? He knows what is [presently] before them and what will be after them, and they encompass not a thing of His knowledge except for what He wills. His Kursi extends over the heavens and the earth, and their preservation tires Him not. And He is the Most High, the Most Great. [2:255]

Don't listen to what he says the child continuously said, as Amir repeatedly read Ayat Al-Kursi, however the more Amir read the more I felt the child's voice distance it self from me.

I your child would never forgive you, were the last words that I heard from the child until his voice finally disappeared into thin air.

"....His Kursi extends over the heavens and the earth, and their preservation tires Him not. And He is the Most High, the Most Great." [2:255] were the next things I hear after the child's voice completely disappeared from my head.

But as everything finally went silent, I could finally think for myself, and the first thing that flew past my mind was my child's last words.

I your child would never forgive you

I your child would never forgive you

I your child would never forgive you

The sentence repeatedly played in my head, I tightly wrapped my arms around Amir as I started to sob.

"It's okay Hayati I am here" Amir whispers in my scarf, followed along with reassuring words to help calm me down.

"He said...he won't forgive me" I slowly move away from Amirs chest and look up at his face, he looked exhausted, the bags under his eyes told me it's been awhile he hasn't got a good nights rest.

"Hayati that is all because of the traumas that you repeatedly went to in such s short period of time, it is causing you to hallucinate things that aren't even real" he says as he strokes my cheeks.

"You are not to blame in this, it was just our child's time it was written for him to not see this world and all we can do is say Praise be to Allaah, verily we belong to Allaah and unto Him is our return" hearing him say those words I started to nod my head to show him that I understand what he was saying.

"Praise be to Allaah, verily we belong to Allaah and unto Him is our return" I whispered the following words, causing only me and Amir to hear the words I have just uttered.

"As our Prophet (peace and blessing of Allah be upon him) said By the one in Whose hand is my soul, the miscarried foetus will drag his mother by his umbilical cord to Paradise, if she was patient and sought reward for her loss. So please Hayati be patient and inshallah in time if Allah wills we will all be together in Jannah" Amir says, but with everything that he just said the only question that came to my mind was.

"So my baby isn't angry at me?" Amir smiled at me as he slowly shakes his head.

"It's impossible for a child to have any other feeling but love towards his mother" Amir finally said the words I have been wanting to hear ever since I heard about the news.

"Are you sure?" It didn't even take him long to think about the answer before I saw him nod his head with a smile on his face.

"Alhamdullilah" I say as I look down at my stomach as I gently rubbed it with both my hands.