Sabriel/Destiel AU

Messing with a ship

School has begun sadly, so HELLO
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I HAVE RETURNED TO THIS STORY FINALLY 
*I was about to quit on this fic but emoquartet23 gave me motivation :) thanks boo*

I Hope you enjoy!
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Deans POV

"I like....Benny."
Thats believable right?. I mean of course i actually am crushing on Cas but what if he rejects me. Or even worse what if he's straight?!?!?
Way Too many what ifs....
"So..yah.....uhm who do you like?" I'm definitely going to regret ever asking this.
"I like Meg." Cas says a little too confidently.He is either straight or bisexual hmm.I totally knew it, And Meg,That short brunette girl?
"Oh." Is all I manage to say in response.
I don't understand what he could possibly see in her. She is attractive I guess,but maybe because I'm gay I don't see what he sees.Now that I think of it, Cas had been flirting with me so why does he like her? That time when he pinned me to the ground when we fell over from playing twister. Or how about when I had caught him staring at me (multiple times),this just somehow didn't add up.

~~A couple months later~~
(This story needs to get somewhere)
Still deans pov
So Cas asked meg out a while back and they've been going out ever since. I guess I was wrong before, it seems like he does actually have some feelings for her. Cas and I are best buds and thats probably all we'll ever be. I know they are not soulmates which means maybe I still have a chance with him. But I haven't really seen him around lately, he is always hanging out with meg. I mean I know thats his girlfriend,but friends come first right?
I look down at my homework unsure whether I should start it or not. All I can think about is cas, and the fact that he's not here with me right now. If only-
I hear a knock on my door.
"What do you want sammy..."
The door opens,
"Its me,Castiel your awesome best friend"
Cas comes over and sits on my bed across from me, he brings the smell of a flowery perfume into the room. Ughh megs perfume.I attempt to make conversation,since it feels a bit awkward
"So...how have you been?"
"Ive been good"
"And how are you Dean?" He continues.
"Well cas, I rarely see you and I don't know.....I miss you."
That last part just slipped out of my mouth, but it was the truth I do miss him. I wonder if that sounded a little jealous, I mean I kinda am, but Cas didn't need to know that.
"I know, I miss you too but meg ha-"
"Meg this meg that, come on Cas the world doesn't revolve around her!" I am getting a little fed up, but I dont want to take my anger out on cas but I think thats exactly what is going to happen.
"Well it doesn't revolve around you either! Look I really enjoy spending time with her okay? And shes the one person that makes me happy."
And that hit me like a truck full of dynamite.
"...more than you like spending time with me?" I ask quietly
I wanted to ask if i made him happy but that would gave been crossing the line. 
Cas looks at me with sad eyes and his wings droop down.
"Dean, I didn-"
"Just go,please" I mutter
"Dean please.."
"I said go Castiel!"I practically shove him out of my room and lock the door waiting for him to leave, I can see his shadow beneath the door, his feathers brushed up against the wall to the right,he sits on the carpet and waits. Probably waiting for me to change my mind..to open the door, and say that that was just a small argument and we'll get through it. But I'm not opening the door because I'm scared, scared that I'll say something stupid and destroy the friendship we have. Or whatever is left of it anyway....

A/N
This story was meant to be more Sabriel :,)
Welp apparently some peeps read this and I know I suck at writing but hey man I just wanna write some fanfics
Till next time miniature beans💙