Kendall Jenner, that's a big name but for all the wrong reasons.. at least that's what Kendall thinks. I mean surly at 20 you would think she would have the guts to tell her ' momager' that's she is ready to go off on her own but, no .. she doesn't...
after thinking about it i did feel better about telling rob.
i went in the next morning.. I realized I am Jay's girlfriend every one knows me as Jay's girlfriend now
I walked into Cara's office Harry and Cara were looking at a huge picture of Cara ... it looked stunning
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the picture made me blush , but it wasn't like I haven't ever seen Cara like this.. she looked like this every day
they turned around " Kendall!" harry cheered " congratulations on jay" he said with his hand on my shoulder Cara was looking at me as she knew I was almost drooling over her picture " oh.. um thanks" I chuckled " caras shoot came out brilliant" he said " yeah its-um... it's beautiful " I said looking at the huge picture
i sat down at my desk forcing myself to not look at the picture
i was jay girlfriend now..
i was looking at my computer it was just past the middle of the day
"hey babe" i herd gigis voice i looked up she was smiling " well are you going to hug me or leave me hug-less" she said i chuckled
we hugged i sat back down 'so mrs.jenner how is everything?" she asked i chuckled/sighed "one of those days huh?" she asked "well i figured it would be so.." she aid pulling a bag out of her purse "gigi" i said cara was here ..harry was here but i think he was asleep "Im at work" i said "i know quite it its annoying-you dont party anymore...when is the last time you went to a party?" she said i sat back "I went to that one with jay" i said "okay-when is the last time you went to a party that didnt end in heart breaking regret" she said i laughed " i still will never get why your with him publicly when sleeping with him bothered you so much" she said "my mom" i said in a reminding tone "oh...right-well forget your mom be with who you want to be with" she cheered
i sighed "gigi it not that easy-you know that" i said she sighed " i could never understand your family and all this stuff but...i know its not that easy but it was worth a try" she shrugged
she sat down in the cutioned chiar infront of my desk 'gigi im at work" i said " please i had a thing with a guy that worked here and i know for a fact that this building has bigger issues then us talking" she said "god gigi" i laughed " see your laughing" she smiled i chuckled
"now open that bag or ill open your face" she smiled "that dosnt make any-" she cut me off "open now-kendall" she said i sighed
i looked in the little bag
once i saw what it was i rolled my eye she burst out laughing
i took out my sunglasses that she stole months ago
" thses are mine gigi!" i said " yeah-so i know you will love them" she winked i laughed
i will say i was aton happier talking to gigi
"okay but jokes aside.." she said getting over her giggles " you need to break up-" she was cut off by the door opening jay walked in
"oh gigi right?" he asked "yeah" she said " kendall how about you come with me to this thing with me tonight" he said i opened my mouth to ansrew "actually jay im bringing kendall to a party-and i would love to invite you but i only get one plus one so.." gigi said he kinda looked at her " kendall who are you going with?" he asked a little bit annoyed "me-she is coming with me" gigi said "why dont you let kendall ansrew" jay said more annoyed this time "beacuse im making her go with me jay" gigi said in a strict debate tone
i mentally groaned
i should have known me talking about jay negatively made him enemy #1 in gigis mind...he could be just breathing and it would now offend her
they continued to argue over this
"guys!" i said gigi turned back to be in her seat jay scuffed " how about i go with neither of you" i said
they both said things but i couldn't understand them there word mingled together " nice going gay-i meen jay" Gigi said he scuffed and left "showed-i showed him" she smiling she yawned " so babe what kinda stuff do you do around here" she asked picking up some papers " Gigi-no ... I just" I said " I just organized all those" I sighed " oh.." she said " so your coming out with us tonight right?" she said kinda dancing in her chair " I would love to but I have work... this isn't like modeling Gi I just can't do a quick shoot a quick casting call and maybe a meeting then call it a day" I said " just ask your boss or something" she said putting some gum in her mouth " he is hot I saw him down at the lobby" she said " who?" I said " curly hair British handsome as fuck" she said " Harry isn't my boss Gigi" I chuckled " ooooo Harry " she teased I rolled my eyes " well then ask your boss I have to go to a casting call love you" she said " you too" I said
I worked for a while I did want to go out.. I looked at Cara she was working on some project she had the white board out and she was putting papers on it
we haven't talked at all.. I gathered the confidence to go over to her I walked over to her desk she was standing facing the white board her back was to me"hey..um-Cara" I said softly
she turned around " I'm sorry I freaked out.. the other day I just-there's a lot going on right now, and almost all of it i don't want to be going on" I said she sat in her chair just looking at me for me to continue I sighed my attention flickered to the huge picture of her " I don't know why I'm going to tell you this but.. I think about you. more then I should" I admitted
she just looked at me I sighed " Cara I can't- if your not going to talk to me, I'll just .. no I won't leave" I said thinking out loud she didn't say anything " Kendall" she said calmly I looked at her " I'm sorry I have been acting this way" she said " I just don't want to say anything to hurt you " she said " but Cara not talking to me hurts more then anything" I said " trust me the thoughts I have been having are more painful then silence" she said softly " what do you mean?" I asked " I just.. I have been so angry and annoyed ever since you have been with jay" she said scuffing I felt bad... I just wanted her to be happy again I wanted to be happy again I walked around her desk " I just i looked at him and get so annoyed and angry " she said she looked at me walking closer to her " no your with-" I cut her off " jay isn't here" I said she stood up looking at my lips why did i miss her lips so much I was looking at her lips
I put my hand on her jaw and waited for her to kiss me I wanted her to be the one to kiss first with her hands softly on my hips she kissed me this wasn't rough but it wasn't soft it's as if I could feel how long it's been since we last kissed I kissed back she ran one of her hands down my leg this kiss turned into making put we introduced our tongues God I missed her lips I missed her voice I missed her hands I remembered how she kissed me with so much passion and probably anger but she touched me softly she broke the kiss and kissed along my jaw I sighed she bit and kissed and sometimes even licked I moaned she sighed against my neck " your so much better then jay" I sighed running my hands through her hair she kissed me hungrily I kissed back her hands softly went under the hem of my shirt she broke the kiss sighing god she was so beautiful
