My Love For A Statue (Gonzales x Reader)

I have some news.

I'm not dead

(yaaaay)

But I have some potentially bad news.

(shiiiiiit)

I won't be continuing my stories. None of them. All of the ones I have posted, I won't continue. I know, I know, some of you may be bawling your eyes out or spewing profanities but here's the reasons why.

Reason 1: I've lost motivation.

  I'm not saying that you guys being happy and excited for another part wasn't enough motivation, it's just that I don't know how to continue the story without milking the stuff I have and it becoming boring. I will sit and stare at the same sentence for hours trying to figure out what I could write next but nothing interesting or funny would come to me. Nothing.

Reason 2: I started this book long ago.

   I started this book about, I don't know, 3-4 years ago. It's bad. I know it's bad. The vocabulary is terrible and golly, I had the mouth of a sailor (not saying I don't now, but Jesus H Christ that was ridiculous.) This was when I was just starting out fanfiction and Wattpad in general and this was the first time I'd ever thought about and actually started writing a book. I knew nothing about writing.
  I could rewrite it now and it would probably be so much better but if I did, I would be back where I was before: stuck. I would sit on that same sentence (albeit rewritten) and just blank out. I wouldn't be able to think about what to do next. And it sucks that this is the way my shitty brain works sometimes.

Reason 3: I'm lazy
  I'm not going to sugar coat this. I'm a really lazy dude. I procrastinate and I just do nothing. I would look at my stories and it's reception and say "Hey, these are really good! I should continue this!" But the second my hands touch the keyboard, my brain nopes so frickin hard and I just blank out. I can't write anything.
  Reading back through the whole story, I'm surprised I made so many parts to it and I'm proud. But I know I won't finish it. My determination to finish the books has just... left. I don't want to do it anymore.

  These all sound like stupid excuses, but they're true and I'm sorry...

But there may be some good news.

I may hold an "audition" for people to continue the story of they like. They can write an entire chapter or just a short paragraph. I will judge to see who's I like more and they will be able to continue the stories as they wish. (Or I'll just drop the whole thing completely I don't know)

If you are interested, write in the comments that you're in. There's no deadline (though a month would be appreciated so I know if people are actually submitting or not)

That's all! It's been a great few years on Wattpad and I love you all. Know that I'm not disappearing completely off of the Wattpad World. I may post little short stories here and there and I would love to still talk to all of you if you'd like.

Until next time, my precious statues!

-The Mistress Of Statues