best friends becoming one (justin bieber and austin mahone fanfiction )

Drunken off of you

(Song for chapter story of my life by One Direction on iTunes now amazing song)

Ali's POV

"Justin stop!" I cried trying to make him stop breaking things

"But I love you," he didn't make sense to me

"I love you too but can you please stop," I said grabbing a plate from his hand and put it down gently

He was drunk and when he's drunk he's not the nicest person to get along with

"Don't touch me!" he yelled pushing me away making me stumble back.

"Why are you doing this to me?" I cried a wave of hurt washed over me as he just looked mean and cruel he's a different person then the one I fell in love with. the one I fell in with would never, I mean never, do this it hurt really bad to see him like this and I couldn't stop him what so ever.

I decided to not deal with him and go to the room and lock my self in there so I ran and didn't stop till I got there Jamie was sleeping and the baby monitor was next her I guess the other one was down stairs.

I turned the tv on and watched mtv for a while till I found a good movie to watch.

I could imagine cuddling up with justin and watching this movie it was a movie you had to watch with someone. Safe Haven, it was the best movie I've seen and it was the best one to watch with justin because when he goes and finds her again you just be in his warm arms

I found my self crying for the fifth time today then u heard something on the baby monitor I paused the movie and just listened

"Ali I'm sorry can you come our please." He begged

"I need you I'm better now I promise"

"I love you I can't let you go," he begged even more

I don't want to go down there if he's not ok so I just sat there looking at Jamie and wanted to leave I don't know where but somewhere leave all this nonsense, all this 'fame' that this family has and we've only been a 'family' for about two weeks and it's crazy how so much stuff can happen. I mean first, there's all the fans that have been at it for about two weeks, second, there's the paparazzi who never stop, there's tory in the hospital, and there's Jamie and then last there's justin who is drinking like crazy.

I just can't process all of this at the same time I mean one person can't go through all this at the same time maybe separate but not all at the same time.

I was knocked out of my deep thoughts when I heard banging at the door "please let me in please ali I love you." he said stopping the loud banging that he was doing.

I didn't say anything because I didn't have anything to say I mean I had so many thoughts it was just too much for me to put into words what was going on I feel like I'm trapped in a war that I can't get out of and I can't make a sound cause no one will hear me.

"Ali I promise not to do it again." he begged I could hear the vulnerability in his voice that lingered off of his words

"No" I said standing up checking on Jamie I then went to get my phone that was on the night stand I got my ear phones out of the drawer and sat back down on the bed I put one in and then hung the other one over just incase Jamie started crying

I went to my music and put on Story of My Life by One Direction. it was amazing how one song that lasts three minutes can tell for seven months.

When it ended I could hear justin downstairs It sounded like dishes I was debating wether I should go down there or not. In my head it would go smoothly and in the end he would be nice. but I guess that's another world that only exists in my head