Eastern Prep High

Jade pissed off

For someone who I haven't talked to in years, seems to know me better than I know myself, I become a mischievous bitch.

First of all, why does he have all of these notes about me? It's like I've been his science experiment for years....

I'm just so confused and angry, I yell out a huge "UGHHH" and dramatically storm out of the theater while all the freshmen look at me.

I walk out of the theater, anger plastered on my face as I didn't know where my legs were taking me, but I knew where my heart was.

And it was taking me to a feeling and a place I've been thousands of times.

I walk pissed off down the corridors of the school pleasing many classes. I first see Roses class, who she looks bored out of her mind.

For some reason I get more angry thinking about Rose because I think about Jacob, and Jacob and Josh aren't so different.

Like Taylor Swift says : "Boys only want love if it's torture".

I know I'm close to the S.T.E.M building because I see Pipers class and she's dissecting a dead dog. I think it's her dead dog because she's crying but, I'm not even sure if she has a dog.

I start to hesitate to where I'm going. My movement slows down and so does my heart, but my eyes don't as I see him in the lab as he is taking some notes on a subject I don't even know about, and could care less.

I see a glimpse of the class and there's only a handful of people there, and I see his table and I can tell he senses I'm near.

He can always tell. I have a smell of pissed off and anger all at once.

We lock eyes, as my eyes get more narrow and his get wide, of I don't know FEAR, as I head towards him and say
"JOSH, HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?"

It feels nostalgic, It felt like I said it before. It's cuz I have.