It hurts when she looks at me. Those eyes are filled with so much goddamn pain...why can I see this..? Why am I cursed with this stupid "gift"? It's more of a curse. Fuck, man. How can someone have so much pain like that? I don't mean to intrude, it just comes naturally to me. It's why I don't make eye contact with anyone anymore. I'm afraid to see something like this. People who smile the brightest, are the saddest..