just friends? ✖️ hunter rowland

t w e n t y - t w o ✖️ just a game?

t w e n t y - t w o ✖️ just a game?

blake's pov (i have been waiting💞)

i was never one to wake up before nine o' clock, so i was deeply surprised as to why i had just awoken at 6:30 in the morning.

my body felt tired, as did my eyes, but my mind was wide awake, leaving me restless as i tiredly lay limp on my empty bed.

i grabbed my phone, seeing numerous notifications flashing on the bright screen. one of the notifications however stood out from all of the rest.

cash was broadcasting.

i speedily unlocked my phone and clicked onto younow, opening up cash's broadcast so i could watch her beautiful morning self talk angelically to her supporters.

her face lagged onto my screen, the image finally becoming clear after a couple seconds.

as i listened to what she was saying, i quickly discovered she was playing the infamous game of kiss, marry, kill.

"okay, one more set of guys." she informed the fans before scrolling through the chat section.

after awhile, her ocean blue eyes found one comment that stood out from the rest.

the three guys in the selected comment immediately sent my heart beating nervously and quickly.

weston, hunter... and me.

"i would obviously marry weston!" cash laughed her harmonic laugh that sent chills down my spine.

but that was soon replaced with nervousness when she started picking the last two contestants for the kiss and kill part.

but i shouldn't have been worried, because i already knew she was going to 'kiss' hunter, no matter if they were in a fight.

but what hurt me the most was that i had liked cash for as long as we had been friends, and hunter knew that. but once i came back after seeing her for the longest time, hunter already had her wrapped around his greedy finger.

and it broke my heart, because i loved her. i love her. i love cashlynn alexianna dallas, and all i am to her is her best guy friend.

"i w-would umm.... k-kiss umm h-hun... blake, and kill hunter." she answered, her face seemingly pale at the end.

my jaw dropped at her words, and even though this was just some game to her, it was a chance for me.

maybe she somewhat felt the way i felt for her...

after she read the hateful and confused comments, she logged off, leaving me breathless.

a huge smiled quickly broke out onto my face and i could feel the burning heat rising onto my red cheeks.

i stood up quickly, throwing on a shirt and some basketball shorts before practically bouncing all the way to her bedroom.

when i reached the room though, it was empty, the only signs of her being there previously being the open laptop and the messed up bed.

i shrugged, figuring she had gone downstairs. so that's where i went next, quietly walking down the steps to the kitchen.

i almost walked into the room before i heard talking and giggling, leaving me confused.

i almost immediately recognized both voices in their purest happy voices.

hunter and cash, both of them chatting with each other.

and that's when i was hit with reality once again. i simply wasn't what cash wanted or needed, even though i was the one there for her every time hunter was being a pissed off jack ass.

my heart dropped and so did my smile as i kept listening to their conversation.

"i miss you." i heard cash's tiny, beautiful voice say to hunter.

"i miss you too." hunter replied, and in my head i was saying it too.

i miss you too, cash. i miss you so damn much. but you're not mine to miss. and you're not mine to love.

"EW, CAN YOU GUYS GET A ROOM!" i yelled, wanting to put their 'couple' moment to an end.

i simply couldn't handle seeing them kiss or anything of the sort. it would be too much to handle. too much to heal.

"shut up, blake." they both playfully groaned at me.

"it's good to see you two happy again." i fake smiled, turning around quickly so they wouldn't see the hurt in my eyes.

"let me take you out tonight." i heard hunter announce to cash as my back was faced towards them.

"okay." cash replied, and my heart felt stabbed as i heard the smile in her voice.

it wasn't the fact that she was happy that killed me, but more so the fact that she was happy... and not because of me.

i bit my lip as i heard someone leave the kitchen, causing me to turn around.

i saw it was only me and cash left standing in the room; her staring at where hunter was just standing, and me staring at her crystal blue eyes sparkling with love.

i walked up to her slowly, as if i interrupted her, she would be overly mad at me.

"is what you said true?" i whispered, watching as her curious eyes darted towards me.

"what?" she asked, confused.

"what you said on the broadcast." i had to know if her kissing me over hunter was true.

"it was just a game, blake."

those six words felt like bullets through my chest, leaving me with a deep frown on my face.

"what's wrong?" she asked, her blue eyes worried.

"everything." i closed my eyes, walking up to her so my chest was almost touching hers.

i set my chin on the top of her head and pulled her into a hug which she gladly excepted.

she smelled just like her vanilla lace perfume, leaving me feeling high off of her heavenly smell.

"i love you cash." i whispered.

"aww i love you too, blake." she giggled, which made me break even more.

but not in the way i love you.

i pulled away and looked deeply into her clear blue eyes, feeling lost against the sky sparkling glow in them.

without being able to stop myself, i slowly started leaning in before fully planting my lips on hers.

my heart fluttered against her lips and i felt sparks with every second passing.

and what made it all worth it, was the fact

she

kissed

back.

and when we pulled away,

she

smiled.

not

walking

away.

✖️

i don't know if i hate myself for this chapter or what. but @mixedupmendes wanted that drama so.... here ya go! also, this is my last update until like tuesday maybe. also, what do you think of #blash?? and did you guys hear that blake had a girlfriend and then they got in this drama fight?! omg i hate his ex so much rn. also, you should watch blake's new vlog. he is actually the biggest savage ever.

vote/comment!

peace out drop outs✌🏼️