Wander Lost

Chapter 12

Chapter 12 (James's POV)

I woke up to an empty bed and my eyes widened, a little shocked as the night's activities flooded through my head. I felt my eyes get a little watery when I realized that Jared at probably left me and was disgusted. He probably thought it'd be fun to mess with me and leave me alone in bed. Though, it was his bed. He's probably waiting for me to realize he's gone and-

I blinked as his face suddenly appeared above mine. I stared into his eyes as he came closer to me, laying down on top of me. He was shirtless and I was still naked. I could feel his cool breath brush against my lips and a drop of water splashed on my hand from his wet hair. He must of just taken a shower. He sure as hell looked sexy, just then.

His lips pressed against mine, sweet and tender. I pressed the palm of my hand against his and interlaced our fingers. The kiss was soft and loving- just like the look in his eyes. He pulled away and stared at me. I smiled, but it faltered a little because of the confused and slightly concerned look in his eyes. I gave him a questioning look and he sighed, laying down on the bed beside me. I lay on my side so I could have a better look at him and he looked over at me.

"What's wrong, Jared?" I asked, sadly, and he looked up then closed his eyes. They opened up and searched my face. I blinked, awaiting an answer and he finally gave me one after- what felt like- a long time.

"I told you I loved you. Twice. You never said it back since you first said it." He mumbled and looked away. I groaned and flopped back. Throughout the past couple of weeks- we had a shit load of drama. Especially drama that wasn't worth it. Stupid drama. Drama I would usually slap my mom for watching on TV. We were utterly rediculous.

"We are so dramatic. It's like our lives turned into a bad soap opera." I laughed nervously and bit the inside of my cheek. I sat up and leaned over his face, giving Jared a funny look. "I love you, baby." I said with a little kid voice. He snorted and sat up, making me move.

"Oh how cute." He rolled his eyes and pushed me down on the bed. "What do you wanna do today?" He asked, softly, looking at me all romantic- like. It made me feel odd. I just shrugged and sat back up, still fully naked. He glanced down at my partially covered lower area then back up at me. I raised an eye.

"What do you wanna do? I hope it doesn't have anything to do with what you looked at." I gave him a knowing look and his face turned bright pink. I laughed and tapped his nose, "You're so cute when you blush." I laughed and pushed him over so I could take a shower. He followed me and slapped my ass. Every inch of my body got warm and red and my eyes widened.

"Hurry up." He winked at me and had a look in his eyes that showed he was thinking about last night. I did a mental facepalm and rushed into the bathroom, embarrassed by our recent activity. I couldn't believe we had done that. Like that. With all of that stuff. I shuddered and whimpered. I'm such an embarrassment.

I was halfway through washing my hair when there was a knock on the door. I rolled my eyes, figuring it was Jared trying to tell me to hurry up again. I finished conditioning it and stepped out, wrapping the towel around my waist firmly. I pulled open the door and it was my mom standing there. I gave her a confused look and she sighed, handing me two pieces of paper before walking out.

The top one said:

Hey, Sorry bro. I had to go get something. Meet me at Shelly's Cafe when your dressed. -Jared

I reread that a second time, shocked he was calling me bro again. Nothing to get worked up over, though. I want the stupid mushy gushy drama to stop now. It was starting to get on my nerves. I felt like such a bitch. A girl. I'm a guy, and I should start acting like one.