Living with BTS

Chapter 11

Recap~

"Okay, never mind. I'm out, goodnight, and good freaking bye." I said, climbing over him. He instantly pulled me down, which caused me to land on him. I looked at him, and was fixing ask why he did that, until he turned the T.V off. What the hell? "Jimin? The hell?" I asked confused. "Say something!" I shouted, trying to get out of his grip. "And let me go!" I shouted louder, yanking my arm harder with every attempt. "Stop. Be still." He whispered. I couldn't see his face, matter fact I can't see anything in this damn room. I still stayed still, and kept quiet like he said. "Where are you?" He asked. " Yo, I'm clearly on your damn chest." I said getting irritated. I sat up, which meant I was now straddling him. He instantly let go of my arm, and clutched his hands around my waist, and pulled me down. I was now getting nervous, and you could tell by how my breaths were picking up. "I've always wanted to do this. Since the first time we met, and you almost stabbed me. I've always had a crush on you. Then Rocky came along, and I knew that no matter what I should be happy for you. But the truth is, I want you to be happy with me. I don't want no one else hugging you, or kissing you, or even causing you to laugh or smile, but me. I want you to be mine. Only mine." Jimin confessed. I felt his body shift, and then I felt a soft pair of lips against mine. My breath hitched in the back of my throat, and I didn't know what to do. Instead, I went with the first thing I could think of. So, I kissed back. His tongue glided across my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I declined, and was fixing to pull back until he held me down tighter. He repeated the movement with his tongue, and I finally accepted. Our kiss turned into a passionate, sweet, slow, and powerful kiss. I didn't wanna stop, but I felt myself running out of air so I pulled back. He grabbed my chin, pulling my face towards his. He sweetly pecked my lips, then my cheek, then my nose. I giggled, and pulled back. "So, what do you say? Will you be mine? Only mine?" He asked, holding my cheek. I thought it over, and then the scene of Rocky popped into my head. What if I get hurt again? Can I trust him? Will he cheat on me? All these questions swarmed my head like a group of bees. "Alex?" Jimin asked, snapping me from my thoughts. " It's just.. I'm scared to get hurt. Jimin I don't want this if you're just going to hurt me in the end. I like you too, and over these past few weeks you've been so amazing towards me, and I can only imagine how great of a boyfriend you'd be. So if I say yes, please don't make me regret it."
I confessed. Silence filled the room. Literally. You ever just sit in a room with no noise, and then you hear this ringing? Yeah, it was that kind of silence. "Baby girl, I would never hurt you. I know Rocky may have promised some things, and I know he hurt you deeply, I've seen you cry, and it hurts me. I don't ever want to see you in that kind of state again. Please, just trust me." Jimin pleaded. His thumb was gliding over my cheek softly, while he waited for an answer. "Jimin.... I-" I was fixing to give my answer when someone busted through the door.

"Rocky?"
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Rocky's P.O.V - rewind back to before he walked in on them.

It's been awhile since Alex and I broke up. I've been messing with Alicia, but it's getting old. I miss Alex. Which brings us to this. "Alicia, look I don't feel right with you. I'm sorry if that sounds bad, but I miss Alex. I want Alex back." I tried to explain to a very upset Alicia. See, what happened was Alicia and I did have some encounters. If you wanna know the full truth, we were messing around before Alex and I got together. When she went over to BTS's dorm, I was shocked because she and I didn't talk for a few months. Little did I know we were gonna continue. Except this time is different. I want Alex back, and it doesn't have to be now, but I at least want to fix things between us. "Why do you want her? She's not even cute? no experience, and if you really loved her, you wouldn't have been in my bed." Alicia said, shaking her head. As soon as I heard what she said, a wave of guilt washed over me. I know, I fucked up. I was just over worked after rehearsals. This just doesn't make sense, and it's all confusing. I need to talk to Alex, right now. "Just leave, alright? I don't wanna see you again. Get out of my house." I spoke harshly. When I saw Alicia wasn't moving, I shot a glare at her, and then she finally gathered her things, and left. I need to fix this. And I will.