My Bad Habit

Rage, Skipping Classes and Naps

What's good guys? No? Okay. sorry that i haven't had the time to start updating, but there is good news.............

I hatched my first clutch of tortoise eggs! exciting right? It's okay if you don't think so but I am well over the top. There are three baby torts that I currently have. The names are hermandos, bean, and paul. So kawaiiiiiiiiiiii! Anyways, I've come back and granted all of your wishes, a new chapter, hoorah! 

chapter 4: Rage, Skipping classes and  naps

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I am currently storming through the halls, making my way to the roof at lunch. Right now I should be enjoying a very peaceful lunch with Sakura and Hinata, but duty calls.

 Turns out, Shikamaru didn't come to the classes like he promised, and I know where he is. Well, where he always is compared to where he should be. On the roof.  I move through the crowds effortlessly when they see my angry face which borderlines constipation. Walking up the stairs and slamming the door open to get to the roof. 

The door slams against the wall, and I hear a groan up above me. I look up and find a hand smoothed between the wall and door. I start to apologize as i go up the small ladder until i see the bod that is connected to said hand. " God damn it Shikamaru! Why didn't you show up for class? You think that this is a game? You kissed me this morning didn't you? or was that just another lie?" I pant after my little rant and stare at him as he looks at me, and then the clouds. What is with this guy? 

I sigh as I look at him and climb up the rest of the ladder. Getting myself prepared to do a lot more nagging, I sit down and criss cross my legs and patted down my skirt. Why did he have to be so stubborn, this is exactly why we clash heads. "Can't you see Shikamaru? I'm trying my best here and you're ignoring me.." I trail off as I mess with my bangs, letting out another sigh, giving him a hopeless look, starting to feel my emotions flow. 

"Do you like him?" He asks after a couple of minutes of silence. I sit in shock and I respond with,"huh?" He shifts uncomfortably and opens his eyes to look, well stare at me. "Do you like Sai? Are you dating him?" Huh?! Is that what he was worrying about? Sai? I somehow felt a bit guilty that he had to see that. 

But why should I? It's not as if he had an obligation to know who I interact with...right? My fingers fumble together as I remember how I had let Sai do such a thing, thinking back, what the hell was I doing? If I let guys take advantage of me like that, I would be in a reverse harem.Ew.

 I shudder at the thought. 

Giving him a weird look I answer choosing my words carefully since he seemed on edge,"Shikamaru, I hope you know," he looked down a little to focus on my lips," I don't have any interest in Sai, I never will, never have, and I actually don't have an interest in anyone. By the way, sorry you had to see that. He just looked so sad and I pityed him..." I look at him apologetically. He suddenly sits up, and gets right in front of my face yelling, spitting out words that sting like acid. "So you let him kiss you?! Is that how you answer to playboys like him? Huh? He is just trying to get in your pants. Don't let people take advantage of you. Promise me." He raises his voice a little while staring me straight in the eyes, like a hunter focusing on its prey. In that very moment I felt all of his emotions crash into me, the anger, the frustration, the disappointment, and it almost made me cry. I sniffle a bit then compose myself.

I didn't think Shika would be the one doing the scolding, talk about turning tables! I don't even notice how during his scolding, that he himself moved closer and his arms were on  either side of my body. I tried to move back, but my body held fast against the will of my mind. I smell the faint scent of cigarettes that he might have smoked earlier on him, he was that close. My heart starts to beat fast and my palms get sweaty.