My Bad Habit

I Can't Not Do This

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Chapter 6- I Can't Not Do This

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Ino Yamanaka

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I am going to avoid him.

Avoiding him is probably the only way. I know that I 99.9% of my school time is spent thinking of him, talking to him, kissing him, instead of keeping my eye on the ball.

Since the old hag talked to me, like 2 days ago, I have been successfully avoiding him, but it breaks my heart how he looks overtime that he looks dejected when I purposefully walk past him in classes and other places, and my resolve is breaking.

I haven't even exchanged words with him, let alone going to the roof with him. Also, since I'm avoiding him, I can't kiss him, meaning that he hasn't been coming to class anymore, and I have teachers up my butt about it.

I am sitting with Sakura, finishing up some work, and I finally snap. Jumping out of my seat, I give a half-assed excuse as to where I am going, running out of the student council room. I sprint down the hallways and up the stairs, making my way to the roof. I hurriedly climb up the stairs and when I'm done, I put my hands on my knees, panting.

I really need to lay off the oatmeal cream pies, seriously. Shika was there alright, but he didn't even spare me a glance.

"I am sorry Shika, I know I've been ignoring you and all, but it was just so Sai and the principal would be off our backs. You know the day that Sai had came into the classroom, well he had told the old hag that we had kissed unjustly in the council room, and I had to let things blow over first....."

Shika starts to talk to me, but I really can't hear him, I mean, I'm trying to apologize right now and he is not being the best forgiver right now.

" Ino..."

" And I ignored you cause that was the only thing I could think to do...."

I ramble on starting to cry from the frustration I felt for myself.

"Ino.." he says louder.

He just doesn't get it.

"But the truth is Shikamaru, I can't stay away from you, and I'm sorry-"

I get cut off when Shika kisses me, most definitely shutting me up. I relish in the moment, two days felt like two years without him.

My knees wobble as I lean into him wanting and needing more. Needing his forgiveness, his affection, and maybe even more. We break apart, staring into each other's eyes.

"Why didn't you just tell me Ino, is it not enough to communicate with me, it's not as if I wasn't aware of what he did. He did this because he knew what you would do, he knew you would ignore me. That makes him think he has a chance with you. Don't you get it?" I stare up at Shikamaru, is that true? Was Sai really trying to separate us? 'Well nice try' I thought bluntly.

Then something startled me as I looked into his eyes, what are we exactly? I look at him, about to ask the question, but another comes out instead, "what can I do to make you become better? Because I really don't know if I can go on like this Shika."

He stares at me surprised then his gaze softens, "I'll get better, if that's what you want, but I still expect a kiss every morning, got that?" He says with a smirk at the end. I blush then push away from him a bit. Perv.

"Speaking of kisses, what exactly are we? I need to know that you aren't just stringing me along Shika." He looks at me like I am crazy and that gives me my answer. I flinch away from him, closing my eyes waiting for the confirmation that I fear is true.

"I guess that we are dating huh?"

He says it nonchalantly not even knowing that he almost broke my heart. I look at him in silent shock as he gets down on one knee and pulls out a medium sized box from his book bag. "I honestly should have done this a long time ago, but, Ino Yamanaka, will you be my girlfriend?"

He opens the box and what is in it surprises me. In the box sat a leather choker with chains hanging from loops.

Though it wasn't quite what I was expecting, it was still very beautiful in my eyes. Speaking of my eyes, they started to blur out the individual things in front of me as I started to tear up.

My first official confession. Wow. "Yes! Yes Shika, of course!" I cry as I hear him let out a breath of relief. He stands up, dunsting his knee and grabs my shaking shoulders, turning me around as he put the choker on me. It fits snug, but it was okay, just so long as Shika was the person who gave it to me. I really do love him don't I? I cry even more happy tears as I finally admit this truth to myself and hug Shikamaru. I grab his jacket and wipe my face with it, before composing myself. "Gee thanks, I didn't know girlfriends were like this."

He says it so unemotionally, but I love the fact that he said girlfriend. Is that wrong? Nope, it isn't, because guess what mother f*ckers?! I am his girlfriend! And he is my boyfriend!

Holy cheesecake, I think I'm going to feint.

Instead off feinting, I pull Shikamaru by his blazer down to my level, and kiss the hell out him, still having to go on my tippy toes because he was just that tall. His arm snakes around my waist pulling me closer, and I move my arms up around his neck, just feeling him. It's only him now, no turning back.

I pull away from him and smile, and I am shocked to see him smile, though it is very, veeeeeeeery small. "Someone is showing expression today, what happened, got a girl? Oh wait, that's me!" I yell out at the top of my lungs. He smirks and shakes his head.

I bring my hands to his cheeks, making him face me, and I kiss his nose. He sits down and I sit next to him.

He pulls me onto his lap, me facing him, and he kisses me. We continue on kissing, but then I remember that we need to get back to class."We should stop," I say, my voice husky from the deep kissing.

He looks at me with mischief in his eyes, pulling me closer, " yeah we should." He kisses me on the chin," but we don't exactly have to."

He kisses me, taking away my mind, but with my last piece of I try to push him away from me, but I end up putting my arms around his neck, pulling him impossibly closer to me.

His lips move smoothly over mine, making me melt. It's not like the other kisses that we've shared; it was slow, unrushed, and loving. I don't truly even know if he loves me, but I will not think about it right now.

Just like always, Shika brings me from my thoughts by biting the small stretch of skin in between my chin and neck making me shiver. I guess that not everyone can just make things sweet, like the pictures that I awe at on instagram, I mean it is Shikamaru. I can't even leave him if I wanted to either, because I am addicted. I can't not love him, I can't not do this.

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